| 10-09-2005 | Read text below in Sturtle's log, another Nw orleans Queer I like: To the dozens of right-wingers who say that we brought it on ourselves; to the countless conservative Christians who believe Katrina was their god's attempt to cleans New Orleans of sodomites; please note: |
| 09-09-2005 | Just saw a program about the report of former UK minister Michael Meacher and German minister Andreas von Bülow about Cheney and Rumsfeld and associates who mislead the totally ignorent GW Bush: they had but just one goal: to get the US and the defence industry a "Pearl Harbour like" excuse to enforce more power over the world and thus left Bin Laden at the job of bringing down the world trade center, just to give them a valid motiv. The program has been shown on may European TV stations but is to this day witheld from US viewers. It contains much more serious allegations then the funny movie that could not be witheld from American cinemas last year. It gives 5 serious reasons why there is a conspiricy behind the Muslim conspiracy:
Please USA citizenz: take up the responsibility to undo two presidential elections that were misleading and where religion was once again used to mislead the masses to enormous and fatal proportions. the link to replay of the program in real or wmv format, high and lowres is here. It is in Dutch but the interviews with the 2 main caracters are in English and German
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| 08-09-2005 | I've promissed a dear friend of mine to republish his experiences in New Orleans You can read his outcry here. For anybody outside the US who wants to do something positive, dowload the Prince song. The 99 ct all go to the disaster fund.  Further, do have a look at the pages on the Dutch sea defenses, to fathom what needs to be done in Louisiana. Because of the costs we Dutch (of which 2/3 or 10 million live below sea level) pay 4 times as much for our gas as Americans since our 1953 disaster and 3/4 then goes to taxes, to fund these immense projects.
On the pix you see just one of the 50 major sea defence works we've built along our 500 miles of coast. This barrier can be closed when see levels reach danger levels. No I'm not saying you guys need the same approach, but be prepared as a community to empty all pockets for 2 to 3 decades to pay for the safety of one flooding risk every 10,000 years. But probably the amount spent sofar in Iraq would do the same trick.Our national research continues and new guidelines dealing with extra drought, humidity and rising sea levels changin structural strength of dikes due to global climate change and raising the need for inland water storage surface, are being enforced as additional laws since 2003.  |
| 07-09-2005 | Not everything is as nice as it seems. I have been warned about the boy described below as being part of a not too nice social group. He's suspected of having stolen from the homes of guys he want along with earlier. I must say I have not experienced anything like this yet, but perhaps that is because I've given up on romantic affairs completely and since friends of mine fell victim of a kleptomaniac gay boy in the mid seventies and our community center was almost robbed to bancrupcy in the nineties, I kind of abolished the practice of taking guys home with me. Since then my slogan is: 'I'm not one for horizontal sex; I prefer to do it standing up"
Our young boy was the first exception for a long time, and even then, he did not stay for the night. I stick to the practice of showing them out after sex. Anyway, I'm on guard, but still feel like giving this guy a chance to prove he can be trusted.
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| 01-09-2005 | Thank god, that summer period where I have to deal with ignorant bigot homosexual juvenile delinquents is over again. So high time to get rid of Jim audio here. I wanted to replace it with the real Sabrina version of Boys, due to lack of a true summer hit for 2005. But my audio pc gave up on me, so it takes some time to get another mp3 producer going on this one. Meanwhile I've added "Black boys are delecious, black boys fill me up", as last night I had Fred ringing my front door at 04 AM asking if I'd mind a lodger. As it was the guy who so professionally filled me up 2 weeks earlier, I said Yes! He did a great job again, showered, said "see you next time" and departed. Now that's what I call BLISS!
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| 25-08-2005 | Luckily the summer is drawing to a close. New Student Week behind us and time to settle to a regular pace again. My birthday today is also a good opportunity to set the record straight with Falco, a very dear artist friend of mine. He has been working like mad on the ceilingpainting for my bedroom, as I've reported here earlier. But this summer we drifted a bit out of touch. For the month of september an animated work of him will be the splash page on delftboys and on my own page a piece of sculpture, from the gardens of king Ludwig II of Bavaria's Herrenchiemsee palace is the centerpiece. That images also is a center of attraction on the mural. Below is a tiny fragment of it, just 3 x 1,5 meters of a total of 3 x 8: It shows me on the left adoring the young king, at the right you find the statue. |
| 22-08-2005 | I survived another party at SLM Copenhagen!  The images were taken there on the Vidshoot of sunday afternoon. Showing Dirtyworkerskin, host at the euromess videoshoot last year in Berlin, The SLM host Henrik aka Filthfukker, and Filthbiker from the UK. I also must mention another guy who shall remain anonymous, mostly because I did not ask his name. He has enormous nipples. And is a champion in handling other guys's nips too. He made me cum without touching my dick; only by stuffing his ringed dick in my ass and working my chest. HmmM! Spending the night at this weekend long party did save me trouble of booking a hotelroom. Sadly there was only room for 20 and a lot of guys left it at the saturday. Only the fanatics and exhibitionists stayed or returned for the vidshoot. The trip there was superfast, just 2 hours from my home door to the the SLM door. a Pity that Transavia stops flying from Rotterdam, just 2 minits from my home. Amsterdam will add another 2 hours to the trip-time |
| 19-08-2005 | I always say to people interested in my sexlife, which is nobody, really, that I don't like young, and to young I mostly say I only do it vertically and don't like to do it horizontally, That most often scares them miles away, But rules are there to be broken, I wrote for my column in the local gay community newspaper. And break them I did, in a good way; I can still feel my ass, and just hope it will be back in prime condition for this weekend in Copenhagen.  Last wednesday I had a 'quite nice' encounter with a pretty young piece of eyecandy, or should I say ass candy. Now there are some things I learned about this kind of adventures: These guys don't appreciate being outed on the website of the champion D.O.M. (dirty old man). I can vividly remember my then 20 year old neighbour moving to another city,
when I had been bragging about the roofop aventure I had with him in the days I was building my penthouse bedroom. It was not bragging, of course, it all was perfectly true, only the guy did not want to be remembered of his biggest mistake èver. So let's just say he looked a bit like this USA idol competitor of last year. Yep, he must have roots closer to the equator then myself, and has a dick to match, as I aptly noted in the first line of this entry. He also had more good sense then me and wisely had taken along some of the condoms we nowadays distribute for free at our clubhouse. Only wish now he'd brought some extra sachets of lube.
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| 17-08-2005 |  It appears there is a case for the image of the caracter on Jims T-shirt not to be the queer sailor but Corto Maltese. Looking at thre website did not convince me though: Why would Jim wear anybody else then Jim? Which takes me back to today: 25 years ago Elvis died. All of a sudden I saw the similarities in the Stripper at Mr B last week and the "King": They have the same mouths, and possibly  some more body parts were similar.
Just hope the stripperguy will take care of himself a bit better then Elvis did. This weekend I will be at the SLM motorclub in Copenhagen to film the year's most legendary party. Hope to see all you perverts there again, especially the exhibitionist variety, as I will come fully equipped with cams.
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| 16-08-2005 |  New students week will hit the town of Delft next week again and all organisations try to lure in all the fresh meat they can find. We, the queer community, are no exception.  We booked Dutch heartthrob and 1st Idols winner Jim to help us with an open air concert on a float in the canal in front of our building. He not only looks hot, but has a nice low voice too that sends shivers down many spines, if nothing else. Discussions have been going on about how gay we can let this guy appear in our publicity material. As he still is very young (was not even 16 when he won Idols) and already has turned down an appearance as gay caracter in a movie to prevent him being stereotyped.
 This of course is his good right.
But leafing through his fan-sites on the web I came across a foto of him wearing a T-shirt with a picture of which I happen to have the copyright: The caracter on it is VERY GAY ! It is Sailor Jim, a cartoon hero of my former friend and lover Willem Kok, a.k.a. Dorus. Jim the singer may not be gay, but his stylists most likely are very much so inclined. And who are we to complain. Let's see if he'll wear the T-shirt again on tuesday august 23rd. I'm pretty confident he will do a very relaxed appearance and has no problem at all now with being the center of attraction at a gay event. He's done many duets with the runner up of the 1st Dutch Idols, Jamai, who since came out as gay.
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| 08-08-2005 | Wow, what a weekend, most memorable was the start: friday the 5th, at 18 hrs at the grand opening of the HUN exhibition at MrB in A'dam. About a Million photographs were made there.  And this was most definitely an evening that should be remembered under the old Harry Bush quote: "Let's hear it for the old goats" . Martin and the Hun reigned supreme and well deserved. Mr B himself of course can also be counted as one of the celebrated old goats.  He had the good sense to get a dj and a stripper in to make this a moment to remember. I hope the photo's added convey some of the base - good - feeling I had about this event. I finished it off across the street at the Rubberparty hosted by Paul and Blackbody at the Eagle, where I consumed more piss then anything else, which is gooood, as I had to return home on the motorbike (true, I hear you say, you never know what substances were in the piss. I can only say, the filthy-gorgeous pig that fed me was well worth taking a bit of risk. Saturday, I did not get back to A'dam for Canalpride, just watched it on the news: luckily it did show some true pride and resiliance: attencance was up from 250.000 to 300.000 despite of the terrorist threaths. (You'd say : this is a true queer response: give us a good terrorist anytime !). Sunday I built the show of my good-old friend Piet van der Pas at Casa Mundo on the PARADE, at Martin Luther King Park in Amsterdam. I do hope to see some of you guys there, as it will play at least 5 times a day till next sunday. It really is a little gem! It runs every hour for half an hour. And if you come to the last one at 22 hrs we could hook up for drinks and more the unwind . . . . |
| 01-08-2005 |  Another poolparty today!our deeply worshipped best DJ within Delft citylimits, Corita is playing there. The Dandy Warhols remix you hear now is his. I'm Not (?) in the habit of doing advertising here, and most certainly not unpaid, but I'd thought I'd redo the third coming-out here, about my fetish for underpants and swimwear. I've just fallen in love with a new brand. You see an example, the white swimtrunks I ordered last week, on the left above here.  PooPoo, I hear you say,  , an underwear fetish, even straight guys have that! Yep, I reply but still they make hideous choices like boxershorts in black or brown instead of briefs in white, yellow or pink. Being an exhibitionist, my only criterium in undies is whether they show your package favorable. That's why I always cut out the lining of my speedo's straight after buying. My fav underwear still is Hema whites  (as reported here earlier) and 2Xist ex equo, and now I'd like to add aussiebum, coz they use some kind of fabric that does make the content come out even better then in 2Xists.
 I just bought an aussiebum cool white brief and instead of making the front thicker or doubled up with lining they made the front fabric more flexible, showing your dick more impressive then I've ever seen undies do before. Today I've placed another order at the bums site, for the pink redstriped classic undies, Hmmm! For db-masterclass members I still have a link to the most impressive underwear porn-art collection, you've èver seen. |
| 22-07-2005 | I seem to come back to gay movies quite a bit lately. Somehow I see so many of them that really impressed that it's getting hard to continue adding them to my alltime queer top10, so I'm working on a special page for great moments of queer filmmaking. The link will apear in the right column as soon as I get it done. The film I saw this week was "Eban and Charly", that if nothing else, shows hope that at least such a courageous movieproject still can be produced in the USA. The film is about the relationship of a thirty-ish schoolteacher and a 15 year old boy. Appearantly financing was only possible by a donation from the Dandy Warhols producer. To honour those guys, I changed to tune here to one of them, but in a Corrie remix. Here's a link to an interview with the director, James Bolton. A salute to him ! |
| 21-07-2005 | The PEW research center in the USA has said it and so it must be true, even though most germans still do not believe it: "Das ansehen Deutschlands in der Welt ist hervorragend", or our esteem for Germans is higher then ever. And I, having worked a few years in Germany, must agree to this being so. The general conception that most Germans were mean selfcentered bullies was generally accepted throughout Europe from the Nazi era till well into the nineties. Most of us, with close up / in experiences with Germans know there is much more to be said. My newspaper had a weekend magazine dedicated to Germany. In it were 45 tips that could be useful. I'll go through some:  - Go cycling! especially Die Bahn bikes in Berlin are great; with creditcard and handi you can open the lock. - The Starkbierfest in München. Better then Octoberfest! Starkbier fucks you up very quickly: 3 Mass and you're really far gone. - For years German wine was underrated but their Sekt and Riesling these days are excellent! - Read Zitty, to which I'd personally add Siegesaule. - Rent a room instead of going to a hotel, cheaper and so much nicer to entertain friends. I can only agree there: had a spacious appartment at Tempelhof 3 years ago. - Buy at Tchibo. The German version of Hema, but different, apart from coffee a very limited "Angebot", changing weekly. - Have sex with Germans. And this is not me talking, but my daily paper: amoungs homos it's an unwritten law that the best sex is with Germans. That makes Hamburg and Berlin our favorite weekend destination. What makes them so special, you ask? In general they are far less inhibited. Also: "Grenzenloser" And here I can only agree. If a German guy is into a kink, he really is and goes to his and far beyond your limits.    |
| 17-07-2005 | Nice to find 3 messages from Martin, yep, the good old scat-chairman of the early Vagevuur days on return from Strassbourg, or rather Mutzig, Sure, we had a few elderly straight couples on their morning hill walk passing right through our naked breakfastsession, in spite of the clear warning posted on a car blocking the road towards our dirty project. Luckily they just did as if they saw nothing, while some guys were having shit or cum for breakfast instead of the eggs and real orange juice, that were courteously served inside. Sure we could have remembered the old Vagevuur rule of thumb that not 10 % but over 30% will not show up at a scat event, so next time they can continue to book further, instead of rejecting later applicants, and ending up with a few empty beds, but these are just minor hiccups. The space was great, the building was adequate,  the breakfast and dinners were very well done, the play area was cleaverly set up, and mysteriously sponsored by Deutsche Telecom, who supplied the perimeter fence and shielding, but best were of course the guys who made the show:
Sure, we are a spoiled lot, most visible in the parking area where even cars joined in the dirty smelly fun. All 63 participants were gorgeous, but not all of us, including me, managed to devide our energy over the vastness of 3 days of pig heaven, the price for the guy who did manage that and was the most active from thursdayafternoon till I left at sundaymorning is the little French devil shown below here. With so many satisfied guests there just has to be a repeat next year. Vidclips will be available at the known website soon. |
| 13-07-2005 | Just heard a great cover of the Sabrina song Boys Boys Boys on the radio, by a guy called Solo. Sadly with such a name it is hard to find his web presence. I tried to record the song for sharing it here purposes, but due to a plug not being plugged where it should, the tape stayed blank. Luckily I found the website afterall, not thanx to Google though! Great sounds there from vpro radio, but not the Sabrina song. Instead I can offer you another nice queer related rocksong: A cover of Smalltownboy by The Hot Stewards from Amsterdam is online at my space.
Another movie must again be added  to the ever fuller topten: Cowboys and Angels. Inspite of what the title suggests, this one is Irish. Has a bit of a moralistic twitch, but done with a creative plot in the way we know from movies like trainspotting. Two very sweet main caracters, so young twinks looking for a come-of-age film, eat your heart out.p.s. the internet world is Soooo Beautiful! Just half an hour after posting the above, I got an e-mail from our local rundown discoqueen Corrie Breukenkloven with the song concerned added. So do share in summertime love and summertime fun . . . I'm off to dirtier places. |
| 08-07-2005 | It's high time to get in the mood for the Strassbourg weekend And what better way to get there then with  my 2 fav magazines, that both have a dirty edition. Both have interviews with John Waters about his new movie "Dirty Shame" , but only Butt has a disgusting interview with a toiletcleaner. Just go buy it if not for that then for the great images of Wolfgang Tillmans. GUS goes deep inside with Genet, Pasolini, Hocquenghem, Foucault, as we all know it is far less disgusting and offensive to write about filth then to visualise it. they do make an effort with a fashion fotoshoot with guys covered in shit. Well, they want you to think that, but I guess it's mud and peanutbutter.Well I will be filming the real thing next week in Freiburg, starting very appropriately on Bastille day, the French national holiday! The link of course is a plug for the Greatest Filth Artist èver, of whom the largest online collection can be found in the Delftboys masterclass.  even the ads are targetted in GUS, wow!the most appropriate dirty soundtrack here I've used before and it is in Dutch, sung bij dragqueen/campsinger Tilly Trekhaak with the band of the late Herman Brood. a Text translation can be found on 16-07 of the 2002 diary. It was made for a VPRO radio program on darkroomsex. |
| 03-07-2005 | Fuck, this log is getting more off - topic by the day. Let's correct it with images I just got from the twink department downstairs  Don't you just love the sheets? I'm off to the oilparty this afternoon at BOSS den Haag. I'm going on bicycle, I just got one from one of my tenants. Good to get rid of the lovehandles . . . |
| 02-07-2005 | My god, did not think much of it beforehand, but stayed home all day as I could not drag myself away from such an overdose of musical greatness. Luckily my tapethingies were running some of the time, so I can convert bits to mp3's. Being able to make my own choices of the 7 stages across the world really drew me into the new millenium, and new optimism! I've been fixed for the past years in dance and trance a bit, so this was very refreshing!  I do not know if you all succeeded in picking out your favorites. Some are definitely the stuff that should be the backgroundtrax for this page, like Duran Duran's Wild boys, from Rome early on. As some of you may not remember, written after the very obscene gay drug - crazed William Burroughs book, and the original video really did show all those obscene unclad boys running and diving about Simon Lebon, the singer, who was tied to a windmill wing that submerged the singer each rotation giving a gorgeous view of his wet crotch. Sadly he has grown 3 chins since then; still great to see 'm onstage again! The band is actually better now then they were. Loved Aha from Berlin too, their singer has not aged at all! He looked better then before; the nerdy glasses were very becoming; he should never take them off anymore! And then there was an endless list of alltime or new heroes going past, mouthwatering lookers as the Stereophonics (massive sound too)  and the ever filthy gorgeous Scissorsisters, my personal grandest lady Anny Lennox,
now hers was not only a very fitting performance for the occasion, but could also fit as anthem for any SM event:some of them want to use you some of them want to abuse you some of them want to be abused supervoices of Keane and the band Live, even singing in french! REM was respectable and dear, Richard Ashcroft and Coldplay, my god, so many, so amazing . . . Razorlight (gorgeous naked chest, very lowcut white pants; sigh!), Snowpatrol and Killers all were new knockout surprises for me, as was Maroon. Madonna was a the halftime highlight, sure! And no, I'm not gonna list eveyone. Just considering now who really was the knockout act; could be PinkFloyd, or Robbie (had a very gay duet online on this here logpage 2 years ago, but as it was a widescreen video it took too many bytes to leave it online), or RoxyMusic, Who, Stereophonics, Coldplay?
Well Robby was amazing, Missed Roxy Music on the AOL-livefeed from Berlin, but luckily picked up Love is the Drug on BBC1! But then for me the teardrawing moment was the Floyd, had not seen them for 25 years (that was at sunrise, Kralingseplas Rotterdam june 1970). Blew me away . . . Lesson learnt: if in pop music old farts are not discarded but indispensible, why are our nitwit politicians, like the definition of failure, our Dutch PM mr Balkenellende think they can fully do without everybody over 45?
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| 30-06-2005 | Congratulations Canada! From a citizen of country nr 1 for being country nr 3 to legalise gay marriage. Hopefully Spain will follow later today. Again showing that it is not all hell and damnation that comes of being serious about equal opportunities. Spain is a country with two millennia of Christian tradition, so that gives us hope that eventually even the USA has to follow suit and cannot persevere in denying 10% of their population the fundamental right to marry.Funny enough I saw "Everyone" last night, another fantastic Canadian film that every homo with wedding plans should see. And if it prevents a few of them to jump into one just because it can be done, it is a good thing! Although in Canada the film won awards an was received well, in the US again they don't seem to be able to make any destinction. Just read with me this review quote: "I had hoped the days were over when Hollywood viewed gay characters with such obvious disdain and stereotyping." |
| 29-06-2005 | Far too little is said about the main subject this logs title is
supposed to inform you about: Erotic adventures of the extreme kind. But we all know these things cannot be forced: you gotta let it come with the flow. Lately (is it due to the drought?) the river looked more like a trickle. OK, a new set of goor intentions:
coming monday is laundryday again. So do come see me there and see if we cannot get some life into the reporting here.
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| 28-06-2005 |
Some things to do and say with some urgency. The turmoil in the adult-web-world does not affect me much. First the day it goes in effect is moved on to september, secondly I do not fall under US jurisdiction, and thirdly there are no porn actors of photo of movie files on sites I run. (one section excluded; I will come to that further on). It seems the only ones that suffer are the moderators of porn content on services like Yahoo or MSN. They were pretty dumb to start services funded and controlled by puritan investors and advertizers to start with and are falling to pieces in self-censorship and panic, and rightly so. Good riddance! They're the ones who were stealing content from regular adult sites,
who indeed all along had proof on file of the identity and age of their actors. Yahoo and others main services can afford lawyers, and they fall under the 'with reason' clause.
They cannot reasonably control the thousands of groups and lists and billions of files.  They rightfully pass on the responsibility to the controllers.So another good reason to just look away from neo moralists destroying themselves and focus on this side of the atlantic, where things might be looking up. As you could read below French and Dutch have voted against the EU constitution and Tony Blair has followed suit. Even the last-in eastern countries do see the problem of harder to control expanding outer borders and migration getting out of control. The anti Polish plumbers campaign started by our mister Bolkestein, reported below (26-05), has resulted in a pretty funny countercampaign by the Polish tourist industry. A very gay plumber on their poster says he is staying at home and is looking for as much company as his dick and ass can handle.
I'm off to the EU hartland, Strassburg or Strassbourg, showing that it has changed from German to French a lot of times in centuries past, also it is seat of the EU parliament. It's there I will set up camp to record part 1 of the next Euromess scatvideo, with about 170 potential actors. It will be amazing! Yep, I hear the jealous nerds at Male-Art-Toons Yahoogroup cry out, we got you! That's real adult porn and falls under section18 of U.S.code nr. 2257. Even if the EU, or even more unlikely, my own country would take over this hypocrite set of rules, which will not happen in a zillion years, I've learnt my lesson in adult moviefilming. No I don't have written signed declarations, but before I start filming I always do a closeup testshot of everyone included in the filming.
I have them tell their name, home adress, and year and place of birth and state they are in this movie very much of their own free will. I think you cannot get more irrevocable evidence that I comply. Not only does it do that it also saves me spending hours of tape on very dirty little fuckers who consequently say they want me to blur their face or edit 'm out altogether. Of course the legal enforcement of me doing this stays ridiculous nonthesame: As if anyone would doubt wether guys obviously between ages 25 and 50 are indeed adults.
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| 23-06-2005 |
Just could not take the Michael Jackson song here any longer. Not that I've changed my mind: still happy he's cleared and hope he'll make a killer appearance on the worldstage soon and prove he still deserves the kink , eh sorry; king status,
but it was just too sweet and a-sexual for this page. What's up now does balance things a bit: Everclear !
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| 18-06-2005 |
For a change I have not written my diary contribution here, but on the pages of Nightcharm, as a reaction on the brilliant George Michael interview in Advocate . It's getting quite a bit of follow up ractions, interesting for those who do not immediately get allergic vomit reflexes if the subjects of sexual politics and religion and open and/or tolerant society come up. I think it is not only fascinating, but very much needed from the self preservation objective to stay alert and vigilant. My friend Martin of Holland also entered into the discussion there. Good opportunity to pay my respect to the man: He not only deserves it as long term reliable source of informtion about the extreme side of our culture, but he also makes all pages I produce so much more readable: I do write all my contributions directly into html with nothing but notepad, and my native language is Dutch, not English. He serves as offline spelling checker, he's the only one who takes the trouble to notify me whenever I goof up, which is much more often then I'd like.
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| 10-06-2005 |
Have some more to mention on the moviefront: another one should be added  to the already overcrowded alltime queer top10: the Argentinian made burnt money has an even more violently dickstirring value then its predecessor from 15 years ago, Apartment Zero, which already had me on my knees, worshipping his holyness Colin Firth. (no, you thought I'd mention Saint Michael here, as indeed, an appropriate song is now on this page). As said before and trying hard not to offend my Californian friends: not all movie gems from the American continents originate in Hollywood. Or should I say even more: most interesting movies do not originate there. To make up to Californians: Michael lives there.And then I finally saw the new Cazzo release Going Down or "way down" or "typen mit denen es abwärts geht", actually, as it is a German film. Now here's a lot to learn for the Hollywood pornproducers: there are young skateboarders having casual sex at subway- and sewerstations, superhung dick- ass- and face-tattood guys stuffing their huge pierced tools in bare asses, An aubergine disappearing in a gorgeous, black sun adorned ass, mudsessions, shit and piss galore, modern dance pieces, women even. And there is a nerdy little prepboy, who not only squirts deodorant in his armpits, but also on his dick and asshole, before he too gets called to the underground, where he gets a good raw asspounding that does not end with your average cumshot, but with a tricle of blood leaking down his hole when his fuckbuddy retracts. And then I should mention the milk enema. Never seen anything so photogenic! The way liters of milk keeps squirting, even after the ass has been fisted good and deep. It all fits so natural in the renovated sewers of Berlin. Do go out and buy it at your local MrB or TLA vid. Don't wait for a download copy. These guys do need encouragement to keep on producing. With them I agree about the movie motto: Stop watching; Start Acting!  |
05-06-2005 |
Instead of what our superweak prime minister predicted (he feared going back to Brussels and be the laughing stock of all other European fellow heads of state if we would vote no) the opposite happened: For the first time in decennia the Dutch opinion matters again and everybody realises the No was not te result of silly conservatism and fear, but of a long overdue critical look at what Brussels actually does, regulating things we can control ourselves, spend billions in burocracy, losing all credibility when it comes to adhering to previous treaties, like the one on budget deficits. A prime minister who displays such a low opinion of his own people? And rather seeks advise from civil servants in Brussels? Why does he not resign, as his French counterpart did, instead of staying a major pain in the ass? on that: the new BUTT is out. The cover by Wolfgang Tillmans reminds me of one of my earliest splash pages here. I catalogued most of them so I can now link to each specific one again |
| 29-05-2005 |
Poolparty season, so new vigourous efforts to slim down!   As the saying goes: If you can't get into your own pants, don't expect anyone else to try! I'm swimming again biweekly since the new year resolutions, weekly since february, monthly since march, so that sure helps! Besides I do still run biweekly, up and down to our local gay bar, that is, where I make up for lost calories with some glasses of jenever, so untill today the lovehandles still are ahead of the sixpack in the polls, but at least the chest has gained firmness and 2 cm across, thanx to freestyle! The Referendum still goes as I predicted: the french just voted no, and the referendum meeting at our communitycenter, came out much more convincingly for a NO then I expected; luckily I'm not the only one there with some guts ;) |
| 28-05-2005 |
"Bad Ass Days", report of a war in the anal zone, is the title of a new book by pretty renowned dutch tv director Bert van der Veer (Toppop, Surpriseshow, Barend&vDorp, TV3-artprogram). . He wrote this superb little book about his yearslong struggle with an anal fisure, a VERY painfull and hard to treat ass-sore nightmare. As I have struggled with the same symptoms for a year as a result of the then unknown and undiagnosed effects of LGV, a nasty VD, only known previously in Africa. The doctors who kept that secret instead of giving public warnings about an almost epidemic breakout around Rotterdam in 2002 for the honour of publication of their finds in The Lancet are still being sued by the Dutch national Health authorities. I was part of those early infected and hope those guys asses will rot in hell.Oh well, why should I hold grudges? It's over now, but I do feel one-lucky-guy each-and-every morning when I sit down on the stool and everything just comes out smoothly and without any stress. |
| 26-05-2005 |
I just have to get back to you all about the European Constitution we are all getting heated up about.  I already made my opinion clear on the previous page, but since all hell is breaking lose here, I just have to encourage my fellow NO voters to stand FIRM! No politician I've heard sofar could make clear that this new treaty (it is not a constitution, dears!) will make it less likely that big countries will just wipe their asses with it when it flows against their moodswing of the day, but they WILL slap it around our face (shitsmell included) when we breach the terms. Do keep your commitment to go to the ballotbox and DO stick with the NO camp!Above here we have our former Dutch commissioner Bolkestein, who on his own managed to get the entire French population to vote NO when he said he would be glad to contract Polish carpenters and plumbers for work on his countyhome in the Vosgues as he could not find any decent French labourer there. Those weak politicians really should take our NO sentiments serious. And try once more to get a better deal instead of theatening us with hell and damnation and make it look like we throw away our future with a no vote. It really is the other way around: We will gain back some of the respect we lost when we prove not to be frightened chickens, but straight (?¿!), determined and individual thinkers. |
| 25-05-2005 |
Thinking about how to start the new-look-log, my prime concern was not the content, as that will, as usual, just grow with the flow, as it should, but more about the added music. I watched the documentary about Rufus Wainwright, made by Channel 4 UK, last night on VPRO tv here. He is one guy who did everything right in my book: great queer lifestyle, not afraid to dive in at the deep end of the world of sex-n-drugs-n-rock-n-roll and take the consequences, and communicate all the drama concerned in gorgeous songs. Only, I do not like his voice too much! He sounds really warm and sweet when he talks, but when he sings it's too sharp and schriekish for me. So instead I revert to one of the songs that coloured my life in the early seventies. It is sung by his mum and aunt, Kate and Anna McGarrigle.By the way: his Father's name is Loudon, also not unknown as singer, and we here in NL had a campy sister duo who did a night-radio-talkshow on VPRO. They were called Nachtzusters and also called themselves Kaat and Anna, and lisped even more heavily then there Canadian inspiration. |
I vistited the French Quarter in 1975 when it was the only place in the entire US of A where you could get a decent cup of coffee.
This guy did not even notice this film was not from his own country! Funny thing is Hollywood indeed cannot and those Canadians can do a pretty good job by not doing the "and they lived happily ever after things". Added here is the image of the street bum the mother of the bride dragged in to help her carry a huge box of wedding decorations. The boy is found out fucking the bride (uh, the guy on the right on the poster), just 2 minits before the ceremony is supposed to begin. Hilareous ! nothing stereotype.
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