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29-12-2006 year end, second cumming

this time with assistance of our holiest friend from Rome and Dutch comedy series 'Koefnoen'
21-12-2006 Nijmegen won 'again'
As I mentioned at the bottom of the 6-12 entry I'm currently doing a theatershow with SuverNuver, it plays most of january in the Nes Theaters in Amsterdam.

Sadly it also played on satururday december 23rd, so I could not be present at the finale of the COC songfestival that was held in the Veste theater here in Delft (because Delft won last year).
yep, you see the usual faces in the jury on the screen: Kelly from BiG brother fame, Jaques D'Ancona (wild horses couldn't drag him away from any song jury), Delft native NCRV tv presenter Gregor Bak and COC director Frank van Dalen
I had promised to give technical assistance with video and light design, and have done so, but not until the photos came around could I confirm that the light bit was a success. The immense coordination work of Allard Zoutendijk and the set design of Jan Kooi, together with the appropriate extreme choices of coulors, made it the ultimate oversaturated color orgy

that I feel a queer songfestival should be.




more images, vids and soundsamples on the homodelft site.

dinner was served at local headquarters under the even more impressive color orgy

this last videofile is to stay in the mood of christmas and queer songs
21-12-2006 year end
My crop of worthwhile year end imagery comes from unexpected sources:
ice free santa due to global warming from the mtv team
not only mtv comes up with hot imagery: how about the Vatican Hunks 07 calender?
hunks from the hottest city of the world
never thought the Vatican would get sooo queer; just hope they keep the hot black robes in honour; preferably with nuthin under m
let me also mention that january is gay priests film month over at dwh.
to correct the pseudo prudism shown above, let's do one more by the guy with the only right attitude, never underdoing it; the inventor of the word flaunt: Sean Lockhart; three cheers !!! And may Santa fill his ass beyond reality too.
11-12-2006 clearout
now wasdag has expired, it is a good time to share a few posters here that we used at the entry to convey the sexual nature of the events

These were a completely different series of works then the ones used on the wasdag website. And instead of attracting guys these had the purpose of to keep out the wrong kind of audience. Oh dear,

I just hope these images fit next to each other. If this goes wrong they will mask each other; also have to write on till I passed the lampshade here.
some are so fucking vicious, it's a breath of fresh air!

that last one is to remind us that summer will be back and that a poolparty may still remain as a yearly summer event ( be it on a saturday)

6-12-2006 ceiling in place

Finally managed to get the Falco ceilingon the scale it was intended hung at the local gay community center in Delft for the celebration of the 10th anniversary of the Wasdag. The unveiling was done with a Wagner fanfare, and appropriately with a huge thunderstorm outside. That led to lots of guests arriving late, but it did not dampen the festive mood on this last ever wasdag, nor the aaahs and ooohs and the stiff necks caused by looking up for that long at such a wealth of eye candy.

This wednesday The full version of Luchino Visconti's Ludwig will be shown there too, (from 9PM till 1 AM).

Also had the première yesterday in Utrecht of "Faith", a new show of theater group SuverNuver, in which I drop my pants too (to show my Prince Albert). It tours the country for the next 2 months. As I don't only appear on stage, but also do lights, set and sound, and have to prepare chistmas pages for delftboys I'm pretty busy, so will probably not add much here.

26-11-2006 look at yourself guys
I don't want to sound any better then my American friends, but at least we Dutch say we love fucking guys and don't mind the use of some cannabis, instead of doing it and saying it's a sin on sundays.

And if the clip does not start, here is another one, celebrating the pheneomenon of great but silly eurosongs

23-11-2006 World aids day
Yep, did my bi-annual HIV test last week, so that (hopefully) around december 1st I can honestly say I'm still negative. I have been upscaled in the research program. Not only do I answer hundreds of questions about the number of guys I've done it with over the past half year and how, also the number of tubes of blood they want of me has gone up from 3 to 8! The reason being that I 've entered a subsection of the studies that wants to find out why some guys, who continue to bareback still do not seroconvert. Not only am I happy that I now can say I fuck for science, I also am very, very curious about the results.
aids awarejantje smithas grown intobig John now
To change the subject to a lighter tone: We here in NL have had a child star from the very in-breeding, beer drinkin and coke snortin fishermens village of Volendam, still very popular with American tourists because it radiates religious tradition and family values. He sold megamillion records at the age of 4 all over Europe, but has now grown a bit, is about 18 and has a series of reality type of tv shows where we follow him doing his euro tours while staying oh-so normal. He also has his own line of clothing nowadays and in the underwear commercial, we see on most tv channels here, he gives us the opportunity to verify that he indeed has "grown" beyond normal

16-11-2006 I'm a slut
Just did a quiz here and these are the results:
You scored as Slut. Your just The Slut - everyone knows your name, and not for the best reason. You've not only been around the block, but around the whole city. If you want to keep on this road, just wrap it up babe, and play safe!

Slut

100%

Circuit Boy

70%

Gym Bunny

60%

Out and Proud Queer

50%

Drama Queen

50%

Politiqueer

50%

Twink

30%

Abercromibe Boi

30%

Attitude Queen

30%

Mess

20%

Drag Queen

20%

Str8 boi

10%
Well, what can I say? I think we can agree this quiz does come up with reliable answers.

15-11-2006 a minimovie
from Paul DeBoy skit called Under-Rumble, including a Shortbus hero. A must for skidmark underwear aficionados like myself

and if that aint enough: here is another one.
and another about divers in speedos,
or more underwear.
still not enough? or go to my movie top 50 page

14-11-2006 africa just joined the real world
I’m feeling like traveling these days. Of course, that happens when I hear news like “South Africa Passes Gay Marriage Law.” Suddenly, I’m all set to hop a plane and jet to Cape Town. Or last week when I read “Mexico City Approves Same-Sex Civil Unions,” I’m ready to pack my bags and head to the Zona Rosa and sip margaritas in a slick sidewalk cafe in Condesa. Likewise, I’ve got to admit that the lure of traveling to places like Montreal, London, Barcelona, Copenhagen, Berlin or Amsterdam is boosted by the fact that I know that gay marriage is legit and recognized in all of those places...
above txt cut from logo weblog, below added by me. you know I'm not the marrying type, really
so sad that the USA proves to be such a "retarded" country . . . or should we just say "slow"

11-11-2006 I just can't wait, for saturdaynight
Yep, the Herman Brood 'Wild Romance' movie premiered this week, together with a dance remix of this most known hit record still graffity here in Delft, to honor the man in 2004
(got to nr 32 in Billboard US charts in 1978) by Armin van Buuren

Funny, that the less time you have, and the shorter the sexual encounters concequently have to be, the more rewarding they get too. Here are the reports of my short saturday stopovers at the cellar of the Boss the past saturdays:
Two weeks ago I met a giant type of guy, with a dick to match. We got into fucking and becoz I do grease up thoroughly in advance at home these days, I managed to accomodate the monster, but could barely endurelooks like Armin is enjoying the spiritual high of a good deep fuck here the deep trusts: I honestly expected the glans to pop out somewhere around my bellybutton. That in itself you could say would make this a pretty rewarding bar visit, but it did not stop there: after a sweet deep rimming session he invited me to return the favour, so I also got to deposit a nice cumload in his sweet hole. Hmm.

Last weekend I noticed a short kind of scruffy, grungepunk kind of guy; he was just observing and keeping his distance, looking around as if this was not really his scene. When he did finally take a stroll around the ground floor play area I just casually stroked his crotch, not expecting much of a reaction. Boy, was I wrong: within seconds he grabbed me by the balls and the nips and squeezed both tight, and I mean TIGHT, using his nails for the tits, so he had me moaning and groaning and twitching in an unsuccessful attempt to get out of his grip. No, he just grabbed me tighter, but eventually released the balls and started stroking my dick, his nails however tearing deeper and harder into my left nipple, he also managed to bite my neck in such a professional dracula fashion that I started to fear for my artery. All this, within seconds, lead to an uncontrollable spurt of cumjets followed by a soft little kiss in the neck, and that was that. I got dressed and was on my bike again just 20 minits after I got in. Sure would like similar surprises tonight; I'll wear my treasure-island T shirt again, bare assed of course.

05-11-2006 a month of work
I mean the original variety, not the one where at least one person cries out:'yeah, harder, deeper, more', no, the variety where you get tired of waking up early, coming home late, driving across the country to try to get a show running with a bunch of guys who just graduated from a course on physical-labour-risk-prevention (ARBO); of which they only remember that you should never lift a finger for more then 5 seconds and if you do not to make more then 199 db of noise. While forgetting that doing this course is more damaging to your brain than years of Tina, barebacking, bikeriding, smoking, thinking, coule ever be. That kind of work. Mostly that means no time to update here, so I guess an image to make up for the other implication, yep, to no time 4 sex one, to make up the loss is called for. Here is the nicest recent save to the log folder here:
reminds me of Jasper, a sweet ex lodger I had here at Oostsingel until 2 years ago, only he was not in the least 'dumb'


29-10-2006 songcontest over
Well I got second; lost to an even better song. Unlikely, but I have to admit: it was better! Even more unlikely was that all
the presenrter, my backingvocals: the Swiffers and the winner: dj Ali G
songs were incredibly good. I heard John Cameron Mitchel tell in an interview with Daniel Nardicio "You never know when you are in a golden age, so you should always enjoy where you are, because a golden age will come around again but it will be different, so you might not notice it when it hits you in the face; don't expect the past to return" Well, it sort of felt like that kinda
me, and the professional jury
moment came around last friday: Not only were all songs great, also the sound, video, lights, set, promotion, for the first time in decades, fell into place perfectly, and the audience responded accordingly, resulting in a truly miraculous night. There were 6
The scores amd the audiende, who came to the same conclusion as the jury this time
contestants but Jeroen really deserved to win. Such a funny rap song! The video compilation is a bit overlit, but you can judge for yourself.
23-10-2006 COC songcontest
True, it is one of the silliest things we euroqueens get all fired up about. The Eurovision songcontest.

We in Queer Delft have last year won the national homo finale, so now are entitled to organise the 2006 finale at our city's main theater. And I am participating in the pre-selection rounds. Be it with a song that is very un-characteristic for this kind of competition and is thus unlikely to win. If you'd like to hear it, let me warn you, first, it is in Dutch, second, this is not me singing; it is a version from my archives, 20 years old. It is from a gay band I produced back then. I'm not at liberty to publish the new version before the event of coming friday. Further it had to be pitched down ~20 % to enable me to get to the highest note comfortably. I have two backup singers. Both from Delft theater circles. But also, this way we unite one of the oldest and one of the youngest members of our homo comunity with one from middle ground. Will let you in on the results this weekend.

Do go visit his site. He's in dear need of cash, as the original moron who first filmed him claims the right to his artist-name. He will most likely now go on under his real name: Sean Lockhart.

11-10-2006 WoW ! now that was nice
first to get to see a home for real that until now I only knew as digitally rendered backdrop of an amazing orgyscene by Falco, and then to get to sleep in the middle of a tv studio, because his new appartment and its guestrooms will take another few years to get built while he observes the progress and thinks of even wilder projects from his mobile home.

The relaxed desert atmosphere and palm springs laidback gay life were just what the doctor ordered after the hectic days at the Poptahof festival.
After that I got to experience LA traffic in a little KIA I hired. Took me a full hour to find Laveta terrace even though it was just off Sunset. Not only did I find the reception at the TOF-foundation headquarters heartwarming,
Sergio Kardenas
I also met and talked to all the heroes and found some new ones like the one above, left and below. Still did not eat the ass of Axel, although he was dressed to kill and sweet. Marc deBauch was a much hotter guy then I'd expected him to be. Was amazed by the vitality of our old farts: Bill (Hun) and Michael (Kirwan), Valentine, my childhood pornhero Peter Berlin and so many others: The team also; no words could describe the overwhelming encounter I had with the superscrotum under one particular kilt of a certain Scott; not to speak of all the other great food and drinks. I had to be carefull with that: I had to keep the KIA scratchless. The fair was two days of great fun and education: I learned that I am not a salesman and felt completely inadequate next to the animations and 3d images of Falco that need little help to promote themselves. I forgot to bring a largescale print of the Ludwig piece, silly, as I now have just the printer to do that. I will correct that immediately, if not for use at next year's fair then for Steve himself. Luckily he had more clientele than he could handle. Also got to see the Hollywood premiere of Shortbus, the great new film by John Cameron Mitchell (of Hedwig fame) which made me so happy to be alive in this day and age and made me realise there indeed is a great new surge of sexual revolution, finally resurfacing, so needed in this era of neo-religious hypocricy. It made its way straight into the nr.4 position of my movielist, not in the least because of the overwhelming amount of gorgeous cocks and asses fucking about in it, but the sweet optimistic mood the film radiuates. The faultline is an amazing place, I did not manage to get to gauntlet II and Fubar was an utter disapointment on a sundaynight! The karaoke across the street on Santa Monica, just steps from my residence, the San Vicente resort, which is an extremely exhausting hot place to stay for 4 days, was done with passion and èver so sweeeet


23-09-2006 see you guys in LA
Axel of Instigator notorietyjust one more week and I will be off for a much too short visit to the HoT city. If anybody wants to play, besides the guy to the right here, who I've been dying to taste (his asshole, to be more specific) for over a year now, please get in touch right now or forever shut your trap, as it will be too late. If you just want to talk, I would love to see you for that too at the artists reception on friday october 6th at the ToF-foundation residence. After that you may find me here or here or here. With a review like the one quoted below, it must be worth checking out!
"I was waiting in line for the bathroom and some guy walks out with a glass filled with sh%* and then plops it down at the bar. Then once the rest of the people realize what it is they just start laughing and trying to get people to taste it. What kind of crowd is this? Nasty crowd I don't want to be around. Imagine what they are like at home!" Well, if the writer of these lines has fled the building, there must be something tasty leftovers there for me!

21-09-2006 a trailer
for Shortbus, by John Cameron Mitchell, the maker of Hedwig and the angry inch


11-09-2006 a day at the metamorfosen project
Sunday october 1st the appartmentblock Troelstralaan 2 till 50 will be torn down. We are now in that vacated block to make the departure of that block an event. We plan to do it with a 3 day festival of which an Orpheus and Euridice theaterproject is the keystone. Scenes that will not be done live were videotaped today, We filmed our Tantalus getting showered from 35 meters up while trying to eat apples with no hands.
we also filmed Orpheus running up and down the stairs looking for euridice.
in the middle is the 35 mtr high showerhead
On his way up and down he constantly meets my bare-assed person carrying a tv set up only showing a filmleadercountdown.
The image shown here will not make the final cut: many religious people occupy these appartments, so all genitals will be edited out, but my bare ass will stay in. Not in the least because I have a Jean Cocteau image tattood on my back.
I must say it felt impresive, to be filming in a stairway and filling it with smoke, on this very special date.

02-09-2006 supperclub

I had to give this weekend's Fuque Les Balles party by Erwin Olaf and the freshly dug up Marlene Dietrich, Jack Snickelson, and Sharon Stoned and her Fat Icepik a miss. The 25 years marriage of Wijnand and Jan, that started at my own house, had obvious priority. And a boatparty around Amsterdam harbour with 300 old friends, some of whom I had not seen for ages, did not feel lonely, to say it mildly. I met up on a lot of exes. Most surprisingly: Bert. So good to see we may age, but as with cheese: ripe is so much tastier!

02-09-2006 reetspleet
How I love that word; much more ring to it then asscrack, which I always feel is a substance you have to snort. But then we're truly talking about my fav activity . . . snorting vapors, liquids and solids from the holy hole.

01-09-2006 so sad
Another great website, that was on the barriers fighting hypocricy and showing homo erotic grafix and prose in a way not rivaled by anybody else went offline permanently today. At first greastank would be continued by a commercial site without any editorial interferance, but at the last second they chickened out, due to a new law in the making in the UK prohibiting the combination of violence and sex on websites. Why is it that nobody raises a finger about the fact that this combination is the main content of over 50% of Hollywood's output? Martin of Holland and myself feel it is our duty to keep the torch alight and are considering to offer space to this group of artists funded from the Delftboys Foundation revenues. That way no US or UK prudes can interfere, for as long as european freedom of speach treaties are taken serious. We all knew that Grease and the many contributing artists felt they did a good job, offering an outlet for fantasies that were never meant to be taken as more then that.

Networksolutions are a despicable bunch of guys, placing ads for some dutch commercial porn companies on the site where Greasetank should have continued. I've just mailed the bronx and shopgay.nl to withdraw their ads from a page that censored such a landmark site into oblivion and I suggest you all do the same.

26-08-2006 trip
time to start the finalising my LA trip next month. I definitely want to visit the Tom of Finland art convention, and meet a few of my dear artist friends like Axel, Sean Platter and above all Falco. with Rick Castro I hope to do a foto session. Still a bit anxious about airport security though, will they let me in?

would it not be best if US immigration only allowed us al to pass control this way?

20-08-2006 light

working on the Metamorfosen project here in Delft, which involves video projected on buildings, I went to Den Haag where the squeeky white cityhall building was projected on by Geman Light Designer Karl Feldmann who did the Brandenburger Tor last week.

Also got my new printer going to get the Falco artwork reprinted to fit my concave bedroom ceiling:

and kind of liked the way Superman supervises Delft these days.
Kind of nice, but they should have lifted the bilboard another 5 m

30-07-2006
more Parade in Amsterdam
some nice pix of what I considered the nicest performance there, apart from our own , of course: the Dutch Don't Dance























I must say, the tall guy on the 1st pic and topright in the second one could be the twin brother of porn star Brent Corrigan


30-07-2006 sorry, we're full
well, some people will always say there's room for more

this is not meant as a political statement, but of course everything we say always is . . .

29-07-2006 Parade
you can meet me and Piet and the vd Rhee family at Casa Mondo, still in Utrecht this week and next 2 weeks in Amsterdam at the Parade.

Oh, you wanted the Mr Colors himself?

or the atmosphere?

1 more:


22-07-2006 the omega blockade
cannot complain: a heatwave has locked itself overour country, resulting in a very unproductive fortnight where my main activity seems to be a daily swim at the lake.
©Volkskrant
I made lots of pix there; you'll see them here as soon as I can find the energy to transfer them from cam to pc. Meanwhile, I hope you will make do with this
becoz he has such a sweet Morrissey T-shirt
ok, here's one pic and a reading tip: "that's Mr Faggot to you"

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