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31b-03-2008 Pink and Wrinkly.com
ridiculous campy seventies outfits:

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31a-03-2008 Jihad 4 Love, review
Went to see the movie at the Amnesty International festival in Den Haag yesterday. Although it did not change my basic position as far as religion and queer politics is concerned. It did make me understand there are some differences between guys raised in an islamic culture these days and a guy like me, raised catholic and coming out in the early seventies. For me the choices were not that hard: my family may have had a bit of a shock, realising I was gay, but basicly, they accepted it, as did the gay or straight friends and fellow students, so nothing really changed in my life, except from the fact that I fucked guys from then on. Only the catholic church fundamentally refused to accept my lifestyle, and thus left me no choice then to leave it.

Pervays filming
For Islamic guys, family structures are more important than for us in the west. In most countries the mothers, deep in their hearts, will accept the deviant preferences of their son, but fathers and brothers can and will not. A choice for gay life will ruin the entire economic structure and security of the family and mostly leave no other option then to flee the country. This leaves me with the question of why, even after these dramatic, life changing, choices most guys and girls in this film do not step away from the faith that condemns them and still try to continue a life of religion. I cannot understand that, but I do respect their courage. Is it just a question of time before they will make the same choices as guys from the 'older' religions, or do Islamic roots indeed grow deeper? comment?
30c-03-2008 fok suk
too slow ~ retarded
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30b-03-2008 For a change of mood
transgender singer Anthony and the Johnsons is able to produce a more eye- and earpleasing video:
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30a-03-2008 Fitna on Youtube
At the time of the Mohammed bomb turban cartoon I thought long and hard about reproducing it on my page. In the end I did not. This time I feel I just have to add links to Fitna, especially after terrorists threatened yet another free speech medium, LiveLeak.com.
Here is their statement:
Following threats to our staff of a very serious nature, and some ill informed reports from certain corners of the British media that could directly lead to the harm of some of our staff, Liveleak.com has been left with no other choice but to remove Fitna from our servers. This is a sad day for freedom of speech on the net but we have to place the safety and well being of our staff above all else. We would like to thank the thousands of people, from all backgrounds and religions, who gave us their support. They realised LiveLeak.com is a vehicle for many opinions and not just for the support of one. Perhaps there is still hope that this situation may produce a discussion that could benefit and educate all of us as to how we can accept one anothers culture. We stood for what we believe in, the ability to be heard, but in the end the price was too high.

Luckily once something is online it cannot be suppressed anymore, so:


here's part 2. comment?

29c-03-2008 quote :
'Men kan gelovigen die onze vrijheid van denken bedreigen, niet hard genoeg beledigen, moslim, christen, of wie ook'
Theo van Gogh
translation:
We cannot insult religious people, who threaten our freedom of thought, hard enough. Be they muslim, christian or whatever.
he payed for this remark with his life.comment?
29b-03-2008 shopping

Very much enjoy my shop's website, where you can find every item you bought recently. Here are a few samples of my fav products:


6 samples
with that sampleset: my fav white whine for now: Norton Torrontes, Argentinian and full of all kinds of spring blossom tastes. comment?
29a-03-2008 sweet

Vince Azzopardi, more on beautifulmag.eu comment?
28c-03-2008 another movie
While all of NL is talking about the Wilders film, let me promote:

Jihad 4 love
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28b-03-2008 trying not to burn bridges . . .
I have quite a few muslim fuck buddies and can only say I appreciate their, "I don't want a lover, I don't need a friend, but I'm horny as hell and need to unload, and your ass will do just fine" attitude. The good thing is, that as long as I keep my mouth shut it does not seem to be in conflict with their religion. There's nothing I like better then saying "That was great, I needed that; see you some other time", when I pull up my pants over a dripping asshole (still loving the wetness when I walk home). So much nicer then the croissants, orange juice, hangover, shower, nothing to say, sundaymorning, Caucasion variety of male sex.


No wonder half the electorate here in NL will vote ultra-right next time (which is always still 25 times more left wing than USA democrats) Retarded culture, is what Jan blokker called the muslim religion back in 1989. Sadly he forgot about that when Pim Fortuyn said the same. All the elitist columnists felt Hirshi Ali betrayed them when she attacked intolerance and degradation of women in Islam and moved from PvdA to VVD. Our elitist papers had the gotspe to say Theo van Gogh asked for it when he was assasinated. Now everybody is surprised that over 35% of the vote at our next election will go to Wilders and Verdonk. If all other parties (except D'66) keep their mouths shut about a Koran that demands of the faithfull to go and kill homos and infidels. If they will not be critical about Islam, and maintain that it is just a few extremists that say that, while we all know it is in bold letters in the Koran?

I cannot stop here, or I would once again be called a racist bigot too. I call on all Dutchmen of Islamic descent to stop making excuses for the radicals of their faith. It is first their responsibility to make clear how their holy book should be interpreted in our time and place. Why do they just go out screaming that the Dutch and the Danes are insulting their faith, when we only have some serious questions about their holy book and how they see it these days? I hope they finally will agree that it makes much more sense to BANG a hot arab ass then to HANG them. comment?
28a-03-2008 Bob Zimmerman
Doubted for a while, whether I would dedicate space to the guy who dominated my ears in the sixties:

the man himself
well, as you can see, I decided it was worth it:

Richard Gere
BenWishaw
KateBlanchett
Heath Ledger
and now . . . the music
(sadly, embedded of this great remake is disabled), but then again:

nothing beats the appalling sound quality of original bootleg recordings, but many other gems, with Hendrix and the Stones are online at Utube. comment?
27c-03-2008 I give up

a quote from the hollywood movie 'She's the one': You're going to Paris? Paris, France? Isn't that where they hate Americans?" "Now, that's not true, they just hate stupid Americans".

I do have quite a lot of US and UK friends, and value the communication I have with them. I also like to keep up or expand on my agility with the English language. Hence the use of English (not my native tongue) for this blog. I also thought it could be of some value to share my views on the US presidential primaries. Maybe that was not such a bright idea: Third parties opinions do tend to get "don't mess with us" and "shut the fuck up" reactions, as you might pick up from this bit of weblog comment.

Now, you all know, I will not "shut the fuck up" that easily.
We Dutch were right there with the Americans, when they moved into Irak, 5 years ago. We still are in Afghanistan, we lost about the same percentage of soldiers. Sadly hardly any American seems to know that.
About the same percentage of Dutch guys disagree with us being there as Americans do. Very few Americans though are aware of the turmoil our country is in these days about the fight against religeous terrorism. I will not comment on what the last comment dared to suggest. We European nitwits at least have the good sense to stop any discussion whenever WWII and antisemitism are used as arguments.

Gore Vidal, old young On devoting this log to the US elections. The democrats just keep on working to get McKain elected. How can they all be such pathetic children? Gore Vidal said "We have one party: we have the party of essentially corporate America. It has two right wings, one called Democratic, one called Republican." How can people still say, that was a great speech, when all Obama said is: "I've sat down with this horrible Mr. Wright, for over 20 years while he was screaming: 'gay people are te same as rapists or child molestors', and I did nothing!" When you say it in the low Obama voice, people are like: "oh well, he sounds so calm and friendly and he is so sincere; I have no problem with it". No wonder we stop taking the US primairies seriously.

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27b-03-2008 Queer busines cards

enjoyed a look around these. Did one for myself, that I'd like to slip into the hands of a few guys at our local bar.

maybe its still better to go up to a guy and try your luck verbally. comment?
27a-03-2008 fuck you in the Ass
before it gets deleted by youtube morons, let's quickly share this ad, which was on Dutch national tv for about a month, when it got withdrawn by the national commercial review commission:

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26c-03-2008 tasty
some more mouthwatering all time queer classix added to blue box

enjoy your gourmet proteine serving comment?
26b-03-2008 Charles Darwin
Gore Vidal, old young to get rid of both The Bible and the Koran, lets just say the authoritive book on the creation of all species on eath and the laws that rule how that happened and will go on in the future is "Origin of species". If we all agree on that, we can move on: In 2009 it will be 200 years since Darwin was born. He did study theology but accepted a job as naturalist on the fateful journey aboard HMS Beagle (1831-36) In 2009 a similar sailing ship (de Oosterschelde) will redo this journey, with options for us to almost be on board via lots of web servers and tv. so in the end, we may agree to disagree on the ultimate truth about evolution.


Voyage of the Beagle
I never thought Darwin's research could be considered to be in conflict with holy scriptures, but as allsorts of religious fanatics think his theories are blasfemous, I have no problem to choose sides.

Oosterschelde at Spitsbergen
Great thing too is that home base tv presenter here in NL of this real life science soap will be Midas Dekkers, one of the funniest natural historians and philosophers we have. I've made a mental note to quote him here on why it is ridiculous to say that homosexuality is unnatural. Another fun quote here: "Anybody seeing a newborn human baby for the first time must get serious doubts about Survival of the Fittest" comment?
26a-03-2008 sweet Beautiful, Marcus Ebel comment?
25b-03-2008 let's do the time warp, again ?

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25a-03-2008 not so sweet Bill Eld comment?
24b-03-2008 David Lee Roth running with the Beatles

As a special easter Bunny, I don't mind a revisit by David, our ultra camp parody of male furryness. The rest of his band then was Dutch: van Halen, remember?
Can't handle that much chesthair? maybe just a gigolo is more soothing.
with Billy Idol and Boy George cameo's comment?
24a-03-2008 lief sweet comment?
23b-03-2008 networksolutions.com
The website that Geert Wilders planned to use to show his movie is offline. I do not understand why he went to an American company. I have time and again warned about placing your valued content in the hands of others: Although Americans have freedom of speech in their constitution, all US providers in practice are far more controling over content then Northern European providers tend to be. I would suggest Wilders should use XS4ALL.nl. It may be left wing but it has the best reputation when it comes to defending the rights o their users. There are also lots of other Dutch political parties that, even if they do not agree with the movie, for the cause of freedom of speech, may be willing to assist in hosting.

That Wilders may be best helped by media of the left is illustrated with the publication of an open letter of his by my newspaper and an article in the NY Times, both published this saturday. comment?

23-03-2008 Michael Lucas MichaelLucas
Just read an aricle about him in a Dutch newspaper, where he said: "I could have sold a lot more video's If I had learned to keep my mouth shut about politics." But Michael, being of Russian Jewish decent cannot keep quite when some of the muslims think it is allright to be total criminal assholes in their attitude towards us homos. I think it's time to buy myself some official Lucas' dvd's. comment?
22-03-2008 Hugo Claus r.i.p.

The rich Roman Catholic life
Another landmark writer has died. Like Wolkers he was very talented in celebrating female beauty and eroticism, but he went quite a lot further in his anti Cleric attitude. That was mainly due to him being raised from age 2 by the most horrifying type of catholic nuns, the deep countryside of southwest Flanders could dig from the clay. This resulted in one of the most famous Dutch novels of past century: "the Sorrow of Belgium"

it always looked so devout and innocent
When he passed the great original gothic cathedral at Chartres together with Amsterdam colleague Harry Mulish, the latter went lyrical about the beauty of the building, while Hugo could only utter: "Nuke it, NOW !" Proving the point Napoleon made earlier about that building:
"this cathedral must make atheists feel uneasy"

nons Being raised catholic I fully understand that. And hurt with the the guys who were in the thick of that hypocrit era, that lasted most of the previous century and makes you understand the pain, melancholy and resignation of guys like Brel and Claus.
Luckily I was raised in the north, where church liberation got an early start: My mother defended my refusal to go to church any longer at age 14 vigorously against a very old static pastor. She also sent me to a very critical Jesuit college, that never put any pressure on the students in religious choices. (But still forced me to go to church 3 times a week, until I was 17; they just counted it as school hours). Sadly I was never misused by any of the clergy. Maybe that is the reason that I can still have wild fantasies about that, as I'm all too aware that in reality it most likely was not such a fun passtime.
Anyway, maybe now you can grasp why I placed the Obamo church window upside down: Connecting the church to your election campaign? Stupid and suicidal ! Maybe now you US guys can grasp why centuries of religious oppression and misleading made us take separation of church and state so much more serious.

One last thing: luckily, even in catholic Belgium Mr. Claus could terminate his life this week, when he felt it had been enough, while in France a woman with a terrible and extremely painful tumor, ruining her face and mind, was made to suffer till the very horrible end, despite numorous requests by her and her family to assist in a painless end.
Her last plea, which was as heartbreaking as horrifying to watch made 75% of the French switch off the news: they could not watch her freak face. Despite the fact that her words were really profound and convincing. All these French dive into the Easter festivities with deep guilt: they did not do anything, but look away. a Toast to religion and happy Easter ! comment?

21-03-2008 Aussiebum Andreas

this makes me crave for summer like nothing else comment?
20-03-2008 3 generations of Wolkers' women

zomerhitte still Waldemar Torenstra & Sophie
Not often you will find me reporting on women and heterosexual affairs, but this time an exception is called for, as you will find out in a few lines

Sophie Hilbrandt Wolkers projected behind her Jan Wolkers is one of our greatest writers of the past century and he died last year. Half a dozen movies have been made of his books, in which Wolkers payed hommage to his type of women. He was a classicly trained sculptor too, so it may not come as a surprise that his girls were of the baroque / Rubens type. They were also very much of the no-inhibitions straightforward type. Most fitting into this ideal was of course Karina, below right, his widow. Second comes Monique van der Ven, less voluptuous, but without any shame: she fingered herself when a phonecall drew Rutger Hauer out of bed in "Turkish Delight". and played a similar role in "Burning Love". Now our Monique has directed her first Wolkers movie: "Summer Heat", where Sophie Hilbrandt is the by far leanest of all Wolkers girls. What makes this film acceptable to me, despite all its heterosexuality, it the love and care taken by Monique to shoot the bodies in a caring tender, respectful, painters' eye canvas. It also helps a lot that the main male role is played by my fav Dutch actor, Waldemar Torenstra, who also can be admired in all his glory.

Monique & Karina In the program yesterday, the 3 girls agreed on one thing: Life has gotten horribly prudish again over the past 2 decades. "We were so happy when we got our nude beaches back in the sixties, the sun rays just got more colour when we were allowed to fuck in the dunes. The nude beaches are still there, but it is a crime again to even think sexually there. How boring can you get?"
On which I can only say: Mr. Enge Man (frightening pervert) Krol (see entry 01b 03), have you heard that? When even women feel it is boring now, how can you continue to argue that we homo's should not offend others and go fuck in the sauna's instead of the dunes and parks? We fought long and hard back then to claim our rights and we do not plan to give 'm up because of a few loudmouthed new compatriots and the old religious parties who see all recent controversy as an excuse to slide back into their own intolerant ways. comment?
19-03-2008 Oh God, I'm ehhhh, cu a, ah, uuuggg . . .
no need at youtube to censor this one, apearantly, but can we get more obscene than this?

it's always more mindblowing if there is something for the mind to fill incomment?
18b-03-2008 Keane, Bad Dream
this one was pulled off by youtube or the record company, but it's back:

It's one of the strongest, most tender vidclips I've seen in recent yearscomment?
18a-03-2008 spring

fun in your local park Time to get that body presentable again for the summer fun, just don't go overboard with steroids. A decent cock paired with a sweet smile will do. comment?
17-03-2008 Good God !


I was totally cool with
homosexuality until I found out they were gay. I bet they like guys too!
found this on milkboys, feb 02/08 comment?
16d-03-2008 POZ dresscode


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16c-03-2008 insane prudishnes


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16b-03-2008 insane beauty


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16a-03-2008 POZ interiors
if this one does not qualify for this dearly treasured catagory, what does?


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15c-03-2008 Hoera!

3 months after the demented media corporation TROS axed his weekly radio book review and with it my (and half a million others) tradition of waking up each saturdaymoring falling out of bed with laughter and tears, because of the over emotional involvement Martin weaved into his book talks. Sometimes I felt worried that his breath would not last one more emotional line, or his heart would stop beating overcum with emotion or with him imagining "doing the terrible" (his wording for fucking), or, worse still, him trying to win the Tour de France, or worst of all, him being struck down by lightning, i.e. the wrath of his Catholic God.
anyway,
He's BACK!

he's back from today on the website of selexyz coöperating bookshops. comment?
15b-03-2008 fierce,
one more guy who's in no mood to wait his turn:

is it Jonathan R M ?
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15a-03-2008 sensitiv,
sure need a sweetass seductive boy after yesterday's ugly entry

sensitiv
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14-03-2008 the whining continues
The press release of the movie planned at our parliament's newscenter is uncertain, now Wilders has said he cannot afford the millions required for additional security.
The Danish cartoonist who caused similar world wide mayhem with his cartoon showing Mohammed carrying a bomb in his turban commented on our situation with the Wilders movie:
It would be unthinkable in Denmark that politicians would urge Wilders not to release his movie: such a betrayal of the freedom of speech principle would be political suicide. I am amazed the situation in Holland is so different. Yes, I'm afraid that is because we have religious extremists in the Dutch gouvernement.

our Christian minister of foreign affairs trying to suppress Wilders movie © Woldhek
And the website where you will be able to see his movie first is here. comment?
13-03-2008 typical,
Cannot be from anybody else, but from our Christian Crusaders, prime minister Balkenende and his Robin-boy Rouvoet. The little rascals felt it wise to restyle the official logo of the governement. Not that it was unclear, not that it was outdated, no, how could it? being based on tradition, and centuries old heraldry. Still, they spent 35 million €uros at some infantile design bureau and came up with this:

new Catshuis logo
Yep, their pinnacle of creativity is the black one on the left. Other attempts to get a simpified coat of arms on official paperwork, like the blue one on the right were made earlier, and they always kept the main symbolism, my ASS !intact. But now our dynamic duo, in a misguided attempt to simplify things, used as coverup of a pathetic effort to disguise cowardice, prudishnes and anti sexuality, went as far as to sacrifice the main symbolism in these arms: they castrated the lions! Obviously they saw no need to keep the main symbol of power, potency and virility intact. Just a small sacrifice to keep our prudish new compatriots happy . . .
I have only one response to this: and it comes in the form of the logo that our local queer sex and dance parties used for the past 10 years. comment?
12-03-2008 spring, well, soon, I hope

vintage fun in local parks Now I was at it: got lotsa great outside fun in the db-photo-archives. comment?
11-03-2008 Frank Zappa just reincarnated in Belgium

Hong Kong Dong seems to have its name because their two lead vocals are kids from an Chinese mother, and the Dong comes from their father, Belgian sarcastic humorist Kamagurka. comment?
10-03-2008 gedoogbeleid (dutch tradition to just tolerate and not legislate)
A great subject for all of our country to give their 2 cents worth of opinion about: Amsterdam police have suggested, in an effort to give their attempts to reduce agression towards homos hands and feet, to make the rules clearer: instead of just tolerating gay sexual encounters in parks at night, to officially legalize it (if not visible from public roads and no litter is left). Lots of islamic youth just presumed it was illigal, so they felt is was allright to queerbash in the parks. With this official statement of the mayor of Amsterdam they now know it is only the queerbashing that is and will remain completely illegal.

a romantic fuck at Hook of Holland beach I first thought to give an overview of reactions this triggered, but they all are too silly and pathetic. Only one, I thought too funny to ommit here, sadly it is in Dutch and can hardly be adequately translated:

did anybody manage to put a stop to this?
En wat denk de Minister President hiervan?
zal hij Cohen op de matje niet moeten roepen???? comment?
09b-03-2008 doing my bit

surefire outfit to pick up ass in your local park To keep up our own version of homosexuality, that nobody should be afraid of or disgusted about! Let's just rejoice, that those ugly guys in Best and Den Haag are beyond conversion: Why don't they stay in their churches, fuck the lord, and let us celebrate at the parks, beaches, canals. comment?
09a-03-2008 gay strategies convenant
With royal attendance, a high profile was given this week to the signing of an agreement between our 4 majar cities and our minister of education, culture and gay affairs. They are all working, in education, at street youth
Crown princes Maxima and our minister of Culture, Education and gay affairs
level, in events, to eradicate ignorance and violence and to improve tolerance towards homosexuality. One of the things in this field is that the minister anounced he will be present this summer on a ministry boat at Canalpride. Of course that is not a revolution as lots of multinational companies, like Shell, KLM, ING, ABN-Amro, TNT, Amsterdams firemen (and women on a separate boat), the police, went before. Still eyebrows were raised once again in our parliament. Ultra conservative Christians, present in the same governement, have aired their disagreement. His colleague minister of family affairs said that canalpride shows lifestyles in ways, lots of gays don't feel at ease with. An even more extreme Christian of the SGP said: "the extravagance shown there is something many feel ashamed and disgusted about". It's obvious: Henk Krol should join and be spokesman for this party instead of claiming to represent our community.

Further, this increase in anti gay violence is a worldwide issue: comment?

08-03-2008 gemeentemuseum Den Haag
Very impressive exhib there on the work of Lucien Freud. One of the guys he portrayed most was cult icon Leigh Bowery:

Some of you may question whether it can be called erotic,

LucienFreud, Leigh Bowery under roofwindow 1994 but nevertheless, a gallery on the male portraits of Mr. Freud is in the making on db/queerart.
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07-03-2008 and my movie award goes to . . .
Off this weekend, so here are two days worth of entries:

As for gay movies it's high time we take the Germans serious. A very daring role by the guy who was my (straight) hero in Sommersturmcomment?
06c-03-2008 Foot par les zouzeurs


Wrote a piece on the lack of gay prof footbal players back on the 26th of januari. Well, at least the french seem to get started with exhibitionists.comment?
06b-03-2008 mudfuk
High time for another round of stigmatising.

juicy fuck, hope it's not too sandy comment?
06a-03-2008 nothing beats this sport


will resume my training next weekcomment?
05-03-2008
hooray!

As promised Obama's presidential rocket will remain in the nosedive position. I hope you guys in the next states do come to your senses. Hillary has really been given the childish anti female treatment up to now, by lotsa voters and even more so by the press and media. I don't understand why even the democrats in the USA still have such a soft spot for the 'preacher' type. I thought you guys had left that to the republicans. Further I don't really get why the democrats have made their primaries procedures sooo democratic. Wouldn't it be wiser to keep them as much as possible similar to the final presidential elections? That way Hillary would have been long past the post and you could concentrate on strategies to fight the real enemy. Now you're giving away all the ammo: sooo damaging. it's time to re-evaluate these attitudes, get this primaries mess over and done with a.s.a.p. and without further self damage. and, please, drop the wishful thinking, if you Americans are still serious about wanting to get rid of treacherous republicans.
To celebrate some sweet flat-chested porn: don't feel the need to share fuckvids here a lot, since they're so richly abvailable in the 5 star links but this one from derek's collection was exceptionally tasty. comment?
04b-03-2008 decision day
My last attempt at supporting the Hillary campaign. I still think I'm right and this comeback girl will pull another surprise from her bag of tricks. She certainly should be respected for her unwavering fighting spirit.
preacherman Barak on his way down, © Volkskrant If I wake up tomorrow morning proved wrong, I'll turn this image around. comment?
04a-03-2008 Patrick Watson
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03c-03-2008 while we're pressing on gay rights:
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03b-03-2008 the power of being down and out
we're in need of a sweet and positive queer youth image, even if it may stigmatise all of the homo community when we again resort to such a stereotypical dancer boy.
OK, guys who have not read the previous 3 days probably are lost and have no clue what caused these sour remarks. I'll stop from here on.

does sweet and young mean stupid? ©acdg after 20 years of thinking homo emancipation was almost done, does it not feel good to be down and out again? Like after a good fire, or the bombardment of Rotterdam, at least you can start rebuilding from the bottom. It feels kind of good to be put back down where we belong: lowlifes such as drug addicts, dangerous criminals, mental cases, biohazards, peadofiles. Like with the start of the Punk movement. Maybe we can now start by eradicating gay youth. Or brainwash them, or send them to re-education camps, where they're forced to fuck females untill they're as normal again as they say they want to be? comment?
03a-03-2008 Optimism is a moral duty
So says Dutch columnust Martin Bril It's too easy to go with the flow and say this generation does not deserve this. So A new saturday laundryday is on its way, say april. Anybody know a good name? Do consider we move from monday to saturday.
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02c-03-2008 Is our deputy prime minister finally seeing the light?

Wouter © Volkskrant
Wouter Bos, in an interview with my newspaper said yesterday: "My party is falling into its own old traps again, the ones we did not see before 2001. They have to stop immediately with whining about the tone of the debate: We cannot have emancipation without polarisation. Emancipation of the workers, women, homos, they only succeeded through confrontation; not by walking away from a fight. We must have a good talk with all of our old networkers in the inner cities. We are too much focussed on damage managemment, keeping harmony in compromise. Sometimes you gain much more by reaching for the limits". comment?
02b-03-2008 Mad as HELL 2: how the poison spreads . . .
As much as I hate ignorant communities like those of some new immigrants in our big cities, or even people who should know better like Christian spokesmen and politicians, to foulmouth about us homo's, there is one very much more dangerous variety of bigotry; the sort that comes from within. As I wrote yesterday, this kind of intolerance is fed by nitwits who edit our gay news sources in magazines that are read out in the south and east; the agricultural and slightly backwards areas of our country. These people, all under the umbrella of said Mr. Krol, who feels it is his mission at every opportunity to point out that exsessively dressed or undressed men at parades and parties stigmatise out community, have also found their way to the minds of the youngest queer generation through magazines like Expreszo and the very questionable news fora on gay chat and date sites.

These mostly straight firemen didn't think they stigmatized below is a quote of a 16 year old guy displaying his preferences in his profile at Gay.nl. Dutch specifically homo-agressive version of 'fuck off' It looks innocent enough, but is saturated with ignorance and intolerance. If gay schoolkids talk and think like this about other gays, then, no wonder, they will not be able to redirect negative thoughts of their classmates which culminates into mugging, harassment, verbal abuse, stabbing and shooting of the ones that are too individual to be seen with? Is it any wonder then, that kids who think they might fall for the same gender, or even worse, their teachers, or even worse still, boys who want to dress as girls or be girls or the other way around more often find no way out but to take their own life?
why is it, Mr. Krol, that 400.000 heterosexual tourists come to see the canalpride every year?
Don't you remember, Mr. Krol: the parents of the under 16 kids boat said they were jealous they didn't have this in their youth?

jongerenboat
they can talk, sms and use MSN, but why bother if thinking for yourself, responsibility, consequences, history, manners are not in the school curriculum anymore these days sometimes I get the feeling I'm the only gay who dislikes their limb wrists and the color pink. Don't get me wrong, with all respect, but I'm getting sick of it. Look at gay websites: not a millimeter without porn. When I see canalpride on tv I think: what point are they trying to make? At an event like that you want to show you do fit into society? That will not work in a red latex jockstrap, eyeshadow and lipstick.
the 'don't get me wrong' will not do, thijs (dutch by click on face)
And maybe you should first watch a few episodes of 'Little Brittain' before you start ranting about "I'm the only gay"comment?
02a-03-2008 for artists only,
not for anybody afraid of being dismissed as sex-pervert



more artwork like this on Martin of Holland
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01b-03-2008 Mad as HELL !
On the event of the gay politics report presented by our minister of education and culture, being discussed in parliament this week we had a lot of queer talk in the media. Very nice was the article by Boris van der Ham, Erwin Olaf and a few others from queer youth and education in our main newspaper. Sadly they sent the most unpopular gay spokesmen to talk about it on our nr.1 late night talkshow: Henk - vomit - Krol!

© Volkskrant Erwin's party at Paradiso The only thing he had to contribute is complain about the image above, Kreep Krolthat was used as background: "we are again displayed as guys who only party and have sex. That pushes us in such a negative corner!" Fuck You man! We are truly proud of that: We invented dance culture, musical, darkroom parties. They are the only thing that sets us apart from our children producing compatriots, and we are not going to take it any longer to be put down because of what we like by 'so called' guys from within. The only thing that really pushes us in a most horrible corner is the selfrighteous tone that comes from below that most hideous moustache of this 'so called' spokesman for homo culture. The only thing that manages to me scream !
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