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31-05-2008 I might watch this series:
Just came aross the repeats, thursday 21h00 CET on BBC3 of a frat series with one closet gay guy, some cool dudes and a bible nerd.

G(r)eeks, which is which ?
I'm way too old and cynical for this testosterone stuff, really.comment?
30-05-2008 AHAH, our main supermarket chain, intolerant? Yes!
An 18 year old boy formerly employed by an Albert-Heijn store in Hoogkerk-Groningen claims he has been bullied away there. He says his homosexuality was the cause of discrimination both by his colleages as by the clients of this particular AH branch. Branch manager C. Afman told gay internet radio station 'Sunshine LIVE' that nobody in his shop has been discriminated against and deposits the blame totally at the boys exuberant attitude that was alledged to frighten off both colleagues as customers. I do have my doubts: AH in it's zealous attempts to attract young staff of allochtone origine nationwide, may very likely have overlooked the intolerance of some minorities towards other minorities.
I think AH should have a very close look at their employment strategies especially in rural areas and review them if tolerance is one sided. Besides: what's wrong with a bit of camp and flamboyance at AH? I know I've made a detour to another cash register more then once, when it was occupied by a nice flamboyant guy and a number of talks at our local gay bar gave me the impression I'm sure as hell not the only one doing so.
I also have it on good authoirity that women appreciate the non sexual extra attention they offer. comment?
30-05-2008 Ik heb een Euromast !
Pfizer did a viagra 10 year birthday party at . . . you guessed it !
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29-05-2008 more seminude
someone commented on my cynical remarks about Dutch gay culture in the entries of 26th and 27th: I'm even worse then House. That's not a bad compliment, any tv docter ever had better results?

Josh nothing available (to me) going any lower

Jos hOhl but lots of face:

Josh or well endowed neck:

Josh comment?
28-05-2008 theater tip for guys in the LA area
Just came across this:

NOTE theater 1517 Cahuenga Blvd, Hollywood : extra shows in june
"It's an era when HIV hides from sight behind the closet door. It's an emotional AIDS cocktail of love, sex, health that pours forth in a dark ride through Internet chat rooms, Hollywood back rooms and nightclub bathrooms. How far will you go for love? How much will you forgive? In HE ASKED FOR IT, writer Erik Patterson and director Neil Weiss strike a startling balance between comedy and tragedy as the characters navigate the casual thrills of one-night-stands and difficult sacrifices of true love."
that's what the promo text says.
An extended review, including still of Joe Egender, the lead, is here.
a few more review quotes:
"Patterson's world premiere play is funny, wicked and a bit shocking. Director Neil Weiss keeps things moving, gettin excellent performances"
Madeline Shaner, Back Stage
"Patterson's gripping and intelligent new play feels like a watershed piece. This is a frank and eye-opening view of contemporary urban gay culture that's hard-hitting without being exploitative. It's as funny as it is tragic, eloquently reflecting the bittersweet contradictions of life...this is a vital new work deserving strong audience support..."
Les Spindle, LA Magazine
"fresh, provocative, unpredictable. plenty of comedy along the way. GO!"
Neal Weaver, LA Weekly
"potent behavioral truth. authentic idiom, sharp humor, beautifully layered dialogue. . . a brave, worthy take on a difficult topic."
David C. Nichols, Los Angeles Times comment?
27-05-2008 how could I forget this song ?
another nice thing about the + & proud weekend was that the participants consisted of a good bunch of hardcore party people that you can send on an errand with confidence. Something that has all but disapeared from the new generation that calls the shots at COC's and at our local gay community center (there are exceptions, though). The Delft tech nerds know all about sound quality of mp3's but what's the use if you know FUCk about what to play? I NEVER ÈVER want to hear the Weathergirls or Gloria Gaynor at pride events (for the 1st half of this century at least) anymore. Get thàt in your demented brains, you juvenile overtrained lot!


One of the guys at the weekend at some point uttered: "I just wanna fuckin dance" and straight away I realised I'd forgotten one of the best songs of the past decade alltogether in my two weeks of composing music lists for your avarage gay party or funeral. How could this have happened? One of the most memorable supercamp and ultrawrong danceclassix from "Jerry Springer the Opera" was NOT in my list! I'm soooo embarrassed: A reason to commit suicide, if nothing worse! I added it straight away at nr.1 of my personal list and showing it here will hopefully make up for my original neglect.comment?
26-05-2008 + & Proud weekend @ Valkenswaard: incredible value for money!
Did enjoy myself at this first weekend with 30 of the about 160 guys registered with this group. It was not your typical fanatic meeting sessions event with too much plenar evaluation discussions (that I fled in Delft, with the DWH board crisis carried on to a general meeting friday), but just a relaxed first attempt at taking stock of what triggers these guys in wanting to get together. So I did exhaust myself one afternoon, in a wild forest lasergun combat game, got lost in a bushwalk (almost), barbQed, saw a few acts, the eurovision song finale and drank more then èver, as both days we got issued drinks vouchers for € 15,- (so € 5,- more then we paid for the entire weekend), which, because of the very reasonable youth hostel prices made us to drink more then we should. Good for tearing down reserved attitudes in a new group, but hard to get going the next morning. Youth hostle standards and sleeping arrangements are not everybody's cup-a-tea, so 4 guys left prematurely.

Stayokay Valkenswaard The rest proved to be a nice group of guys who were serious in opposing them being put down by public opinion and the national HIV org as sex perverts challenging and pozzing the rest of homo Holland and converting them all to fuck bareback. True, most came from a background of pretty active sexual recreation, but even with improved medication and new reseach about risks, they all seem to tread pretty careful and there seems to be very little radicalism in the group, although many remain on the stand that everybody carries his own responsibility, almost all take cautious positions in serosorting and do not want to be considered careless in bareback sex. A few guys did come forward to strengthen the original core team. I, being the oldest, surprisingly, and one of the newest infected, think I'm in a good position to just inform guys occupied with risky sex and, if appreciated, point to further support at Schorer, this group and events for guys who consider fucking bareback. comment?
25-05-2008 Eric Mendoza

beauty, no pretence was in love with this guy back in 1994

E M maybe I still am; he's in the db/queerart screensavers gallery

Eric Mendoza comment?
24-05-2008 off this weekend with + & proud
so something 'moving' to keep you entertained:

just work the guy over with your mouse . . . comment?
23a-05-2008 more memories
while the faculty is running again in a weird tent camp, with the anarchy we were used to at Bouwkunde here are a few more pix of the space I used to work in.

tekenzaal noordzijde
here you can see a hanging floor still hanging, but bent.

noord-west zijde
still don't understand how this part could collapse during the fire itself.comment?
23b-05-2008 pozzer and wower interiors

sex in style some people get exited by marble tablescomment?
22b-05-2008
vidclip selection
I used to keep a page on homodelft.nl that selected camp and homogay vid moments of joy under the name ourtube. Finally I don't have to do it anymore as I found someone who does it a whole lot better and soooo much more stylish too! Just click on the image below to go there:

jockohomo
This page was the inspiration for my homo vidclip top 40(+4) here. Only jocko is more prudent then I am: he assumes most browsers will show about ten youtube previews without hickups, while I presume you all have at least a dual core processor and 2 gig of memory processing and vista showing 50 clips easily. If you run linux based operating systems on more then 5 years old machines, you're done.
I have meanwhile served up a broader top 20 and am working on a classic one.
22a-05-2008 pozzer and wower interiors

sex in style some people get exited by bathroom fixtures (once again, see yesterday)
and don't come whining that my definition of style is droppingcomment?
21b-05-2008 US primaries, and how sick we are of them


Conservative {and racist neo-fascist} columnist Pat Buchanan says McCain “will make Cheney look like Gandhi”. And the democrats are working hard to get him elected. I've been getting some pretty awkward and filthy sexist reactions on my stand for Hillary. Enough to just don't bother anymore and enough to understand why terms like cunt and shut the fuck up need to be filtered out on american servers. At least here in Europe we are civilised enough to be able to use any word our keyboard can produce if we really need them and can show frontal nudity on prime time tv.
If however, you havn't got enough, debate continues wildly in the comments on nightcharm, where at least the two serious questions that I have about Obama are discussed. I still have none about Hillary, except that she's a bitch, according to what I hear, but then, democrats are all workers, so sexist. comment?
21a-05-2008 poz interiors and wow

sex in style some people get exited by bathroom fixturescomment?
20b-05-2008 Loretta schrijver
It's insane, but we have 'net-coördinators' who run programming on the 3 original national tv-channels. The concept works fine as now for the first time in decades these channels are more popular then commercial tv.
But there are limits:
Loretta's tea time chat show, produced by MAX, a tv company set up to produce better content for the 40 + viewers, has been critisized and is threatended to be taken off because it is 'too laid back and boring'

Loretta
Another old fart I'm fond of who only just manages to keep her Nellekeposition isour child prime minister 'Kunst of Kitch' presentor Nelleke van der Krogt, one of the few grand ladies of Dutch tv, is still on screen due to an unexpected talent: she has now almost turned it into an exquisite comedy show.
While in the USA and Germany all major talkshowhost are over 50, in our country it looks like only loudmouth nitwits of under 25 are allowed onscreen. Just one wild boy from the old Veronica pirate radio days, Frits Barend, has managed to stay onscreen, but only because he started his own 24-7 talk tv station. Our gouvernement is also filled with loudmouth nitwits, while 50 years ago anybody under 50 couldn't think of becoming a minister, now there are no over 50 ministers left. And that while they are screaming on top of their lungs that everybody should be working up to and way past 65! Gender goals are in place for most professions, but nothing of the sort is going on age-wise! Come on guys! Or should we start another 50+ party?comment?
20a-05-2008 poz interiors revisited

sex in style, but left arms amputated? let's pick up on this previous theme wih a with a positively poz fuck in corbusier style, to announce the + & proud excursion cumming weekend.comment?
19a-05-2008 ear culture (for the masses)

Amsterdam Concertgebouw 1920 Thougt I'd do something other then satisfy your primary urges 4 a change:
this whole week from monday till friday, 08 till 20 CET, so 12 hrs a day, my radio is tuned to Dutch radio 4 for the classic top 400. You can join in here with 5.1 surround or other streams. the list can be downloaded as PDF.

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19b-05-2008 tip
if classic isn't your thing a music player is added on the movie page.
plus in the right column you'll find a homo top 40 & a funeral top 12
18-05-2008 More swimwear suggestions : if you got it ? Flaunt it !

if you've got it: flaunt it
come on guys, you can cut out that inner lining toocomment?
17a-05-2008 international action against rising anti gay violence today!

repeat showing of me kissing Eric Marcus, manager gay bookshop Vrolijk
My downstairs neighbour left early this afternoon for the kiss action at the homomonument in Amsterdam. I made the frontpage of my daily last time, wednesday 18-05-2005. Being vigilant and protect our position against muslim street-thugs and hypocrit politicians turns into a full job!
2 pix from the event added:

glasses kiss better! kissing for a cause: downstairs Eric and the new dwh chairman
kissing for a cause: homo history researcher and social geographer Mattias Duyves finds boys and media attention all @ once
kissing for a cause: Mathieu Hemelaar and former Groen-Links chairman and Rotterdam alderman Hermien van Katendrecht comment?
17b-05-2008
with these 3 christians in power, we don't need muslim help! and on the cross there is a good old dutch word for queer motie van wantrouwen!

D'66 grab your moment to topple this governement: there is no chance that parliament will find a majority supporting the statements of Hirsch Balin. Only a few people in PvdA will have to follow their concience, instead of betraying their principles as they have done for the past decade, the 2 parties to the left will support your motion as will the 3 to the right! There will be new elections, maybe faster than you expected, but here lies your historic opportunity:
Don't think you'll only help the right if you force elections now: You'll just topple the middle; CDA and PvdA, enforcing a new, non religious middle: D'66 and a more outspoken left and right! There is only one guy who can handle that: Alexander Pechtold, our new prime minister!

Artists against terrorism: away with ALL religious oppression
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17c-05-2008 summer season starting, so once again: speedos vs boxer farts
You don't need to be super hung, you don't need to have a sixpack, and still tighties look vastly superior:

his tongue shows how he enjoys the looks ans sights of all the boys and girls around speedo's are self confident, homosexual, hot, fast, exhibitionistic, superior sporty and proud, while boxers are heterosexual, stupid, prudish, nerdy, islamic fundamentalist, very unstreamlined, slow, worn by guys who can't swim, demonstrated by the huge airbubble they trap that pulls their asses up, as if they need that to keep afloat, as if they have such fat asses, as if they just released a fart of gigantic proportions, as if they never used goggles, so they have no idea of how laughable they look under water.

they won't hold up as good as speedos when you dive, but who cares? love doing away with the distinction between under and swimwear

great brandnames too but still, nothing is wrong with the classic cut of a standard speedo
(do cut out the inner lining).

and if you do dive a lot, there's always the original speedo with string but the best swimwear remains:

9 ot of 10 cats still agree they prefer bare ass do join us @ Delftse Hout nudebeach, just a few 100 mtrs from our home:

Delft, Google maps
1 = where you can find us on a hot summer's day between 16 and 18 hrs, 2 = our house, 3 = Ikea, 4 = gay community center, 5 = cruisingcomment?
16a-05-2008 what congestion ?
Fun to live at the most congested spot of the country: 200 mtrs to the east lies the A 13 the only motorway that fills up all its lanes from beginning to end daily. 300 mtrs to the west is the busiest railroad track in the country. Also blocked all day today, because the city of Delft has the honour of having the only level crossing in it, at the only section where the 4 track railway from Amsterdam to Rotterdam reduces to two tracks. This morning a clever dick thought it was a good idea to park his forklift truck on the middle of it. Consequently it got launched into the adjacent canal by the express train to Venlo and Köln !
Just 10 mtrs of my house there is a 3rd traffic option that only got congested once every decade, when the Schie froze over. The ministry of the environment has collaborated with the ministry of transport to make sure that will never happen again in the future. At least they got that done faster then finishing the last 5 km of the A4, a project started in 1948!

NS new HSL concept
3 cheers for creative thinkin by chistian minister Eurlings comment?
16b-05-2008 what freedom of speech?
You can insult the queen, the state, the governement, Jesus the Christ, the Jews, the pope, the american president, but if you insult some prophet from the middle east and annoy a retarded Iman, he only has to make one phonecall to get the perpetrator of this crime against humanity behind bars. Until now I've held back in showing images here that might offend unnecessairily. Now I hav to break my own code of conduct because defending the rights of fellow artists is my most sacred cause!

a criminal example: Iman liked the book better, but the explosions make up for it! kid: the sex scenes are tasty too!
At least our minister of Justice today secured a female prime minister and a blonded minister of justice after next election, so for him too :
3 cheers for creative thinkin by chistian minister Hirsch Ballin, hip hip hip comment?
15c-05-2008
Congratulations California !
As I just said on 11-05, I´m not a fan of gay marriage, but I do support equal rights, and thus our right to make the same stupid mistake as heterosexuals and at the same time catch up on your awkward position when it comes to pensions, morgages, inheritance.
Just let me remind you from the first country that legalised gay marriage: Divorce rates of homo´s passed those of heteros just 2 years after this marriage got legal.
15b-05-2008
G-star, what star? a surefire way to kill your designer brand:

Volkskrant, my daily paper, reported that G star, a way too expensive would-be euro jeans brand, returned a batch of the shown display model because the genitals were too pronounced !

I'm sure no fashion concious queen will èver set foot in a store of theirs again, afraid that their morning wood will explode from Gstar zippers.

15a-05-2008 the day after
Amazing to see a building that you've spent 5 years in look like this:

Bouwkunde building goodbye
Many years I spent drawing on the 6th floor, on the left side (north) of this image. The final year I was on the 11th floor, where urban planning was in the northwest wing, that collapsed. Drawing halls on the north and south side of the building were double height, with a hanging floor floor over part of it. These have all tumbled down here, but they didn't fall through the even numbered floors. Only the offices floors from the 2nd till 13th floor at the north west side, that obviously got hottest collapsed. This image also explains the courage of the fireman continuing during the collapse: The jet was unmanned.

Tu logo Many say that having a logo like this was just asking for it.
Final joke: the song most heard in all bars in Delft right now.comment?
14b-05-2008
The Dukes of Hazzard
Who did not sit down droolin' in front of the television on saturday afternoons to watch them Dukes, burning rubber in the early eighties? To get your memories back, or if you weren't around then, to fathom how deep homo desire was bursting out of its tv closet, here's a collage accompanied by a great Johnny Cash song:


I was not drawn in by the wild car chases though, but by the sweet smile, and the bulge in the crotch of Bo's supertight jeans

Bo (Eric Schneider) and Friend at a reunion party in 2005 back then, I melted !Bo has matured beautifully, like fine brandy, and has developed an excuisite taste in men, as the recent photo above proves; he's almost as hot as back then.
Last year I stumbled on a Dukes of Hazzard special in one of the queer highlights on BBC tv, the Graham Norton show. I felt then that I must share the finale of that show with you here. Sadly it was not on youtube yet, nor could I record it. Just last week however, I saw a repeat on a Dutch channel (with dutch subtitles) and my sony vidcam was at hand to digitize, so here:

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14a-05-2008 later (01u)

Bouwkunde building late afternoon The longer this day went on, the more it got to me and the more the dramatics started to look like those of 09-11. I've been in and on both buildings, but with the WTC I was pretty sure they would collapse shortly after the planes, full of kerosine, flew in and melted the metal support strucure. Bouwkunde was not a steel structure, with limited fire retardant around the columns and steel floors, but a sturdy concrete building, only 13 stories high, that had a pretty sobre interior. So it felt pretty stomack churning, when I saw the floors above the 6th at the northwest side, where I'd been working for 5 years, collapse at around 5 this afternoon.

Bouwkunde building ruins. The photographer on this image is the proposed new dwh chairman I support.
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13c-05-2008 latest (16u)
Some days nothing happens and others, you can't keep up: Just heard the report on Radio 1 about the speeddate last saturday. In the report I ended up as final date of the main guy they interviewed. As he also lives close by, and we have more in common, like a heterosexual marriage, it's not a bad idea to talk some more in a local bar . . .

prik interior comment?
13b-05-2008 latest (13u)
Not often that I can report real news here. Even less often about something close to me. I heard this morning that there was a fire at the Architecture building of our university here. In that building I did spend 5 years in the seventies. I did not realise how serious it was until Eric, my downstairs neighbour, just mailed me a photo he made on the roof of the building he works in.

Bouwkunde building on fire I just heard that there is a risk of the building collapsing. Who would have thought that such a bare and basic concrete and glass structure (design van der Broek and Bakema, I even studied under the latter) would not survive me. Rumour has it that the fire started by a short circuit in a coffee machine.
The image below shows it more peaceful, just a day earlier together with the building of space and aeronautic studies, where my downstairs neighbour works.

Bouwkunde and Aviation buildings comment?
13-05-2008
if you're depressed, think of this: it could have been worse . . .
Just came across a few pix that I'd thought I'd never use:

Dean Morris Cards Collage, even jpg compression is an improvement!
But then I just thought: Rex Gildo ! I just have to make all you Americans and Britlishmen part of the ultimate experience: Pathetic German showbizqueerness:


not even Liberace or Rock Hudson came close to this: they just died of aids, without owning up to it. Our Rex committed suicide by jumping off his 2nd floor bathroom balcony when the 30 year old secret love affair with his chauffeur had turned sour. Of course he wasn't dead! Nurses put him out of his misery after he'd read 2 months worth of reports of his pathetic post mortum coming out in German glossies.

Rex, when I was 12 I was a fan of him and of Cliff comment?
12-05-2008
more hmmm (which is a doubtful exclamation that can be both + or - )
Yesterday, I almost got fined by police because I returned home from our local cruising beach (that's after the visit to Amsterdam, reported in the paragraph below) in the wrong direction. Nobody knows why those traffic signs are there, because motorbikes up to 50 cc are allowed to go in both directions, and the restriction is in place because the road is too narrow for two cars to pass each other. A motorbike usually drives a lot safer then those adolescent mopeds. Amsterdam, Rotterdam and Den Haag, that try desperately to maintain city accessibility to traffic needed to keep the economy afloat use the distinction between the various traffic signs with great creativity, to reduce congestion and EASE access for the most creative inner city users: the motor-bikers. NOT so in Delft, once innovative in TU traffic studies, but now demented. Somehow local police still find pleasure not in easing congestion but in annoying each and everyone by studying and enforcing the sillyest small print.
Why oh why have those 300 over complete lazy homo civil servants at our city hall not thought of a rule that forbids silly dykes with brain-dead homo dogs to cross our recreational cycle paths?
Anyway,
today I thought I'd play it safe and even stick to silly rules by going on a real bicycle, which resulted in me almost breaking my neck and wrist because two stupid dykes did not watch out for their even more stupid homo-dog, which in turn ran under my front wheel and nosedived me onto my right wrist, which now may be broken. I can still write on the keyboard because the wrist remains stationary on my desk, but will not know until tomorrow if more serious damage then pain and an awfully noisy bike front wheel remain. I've broken the other wrist before, no-nooh-oh, not on the motorbike, but by running too fast over the real steep bridges in Delft city center (remember Frank K?).

Someone suggested I triggered a bad omen by using dog imagery in a negative way in yesterdays entry and I can even think of other supernatural causes, but I did enjoy the speeddate event in Amsterdam, organised yesterday by + & proud, and ended up with 3 dates. One I knew already as fellow weblogger, another one was so hot we wanted to go fuck straight away, but he was so quick that when I got to the street I could only just see him walk off with another guy he wanted to shag. Now that is speeddating! So maybe I'll contact nr. 3

Ryan Merriman above is not G.F. from Delft, although he looks a bit like it. It's Ryan Merriman and his eyes and comes from just-beautiful-men (link @ right). Just hope this image will not trigger any more bad luck. comment?

11-05-2008 The true horror of gay marriage
Despite of what Henk Krol may want us to believe, monogamous relations are not the answer for many a gay man.
In fact they are a horrific prospect for most of us:

oh no, dog hair on the carpet !
Just wrote a comment on the 28-4 entry of debriefing, which was a report on a failed testosterone driven men chase, that ended with:
"When I told my friends, they suggested I angle for a threesome. Samson & Gertje, our best proof that a guy can stay single and have a dog!But that's not the point! It's too easy to find sex in this city. I want a boyfriend! Failing that, I want more friends. I guess I shouldn't say I got NOTHING out of my socializing. It's always good to meet new people in a new town. I never know when I'll run into one of them at a club or something and they'll introduce me to somebody who might be 'the one'. Also, it's good practice for me to get outside my comfort zone and just talk to people I don't know. I may find a new best friend at an event like this. I didn't this weekend, but maybe next time I will."
Oh dear, why can so many of us not be at peace with a promiscuous life? You do need a dozen good friends in life, not more then a few close friends. True, you can only fuck one guy, but that is: at a time (although some can be fucked by two at once).comment?
10b-05-2008 got an e-mail today
Well we all get those, but not often from popstars, and I got one from Rufus Wainwright today (probably coz I subscribed somewhere thirties tvoneday to be able to download a song of his). Not sure if the links to songs have restictions connected to them, so if clicking on Rufus doesn't work, don't blame me. I liked this coz it presumes there was mtv back in the thirties and only those camp 5 % of heterosexuals cared about silly girls:
Also not sure either if I'm a fan of Rufus: I did not like his Judy adaptions; he has an awkward sharp voice. He gets promoted in this mega way only because he's the heartthrob of gay seventies record mogul David Geffen. But every time I hear him he reminds me of his mother and her incredible songs:

and don't forget my fav: Complainte pour Sainte Catherine or the tearjerker talk to me of Mendocino and then my all time fav Heart Like A Wheel here done by the Corrs (Linda Ronstedt does it too). comment?
10a-05-2008 viva Cate Blanchett

movie poster Just saw this movie. What a testosterone filled woman !
will make gay men (almost) fall in love. comment?
09-05-2008
hmmm

nice musky armpits

08-04-2008 Katy Perry


You're so gay, and you don't even like . . . penis:
That must be a woman singing.comment?
07-05-2008
nice tan

african erotic dancers unnown author. Subjects gay muslims, African, Indian or just Antwerpian comment?
06c-05-2008 exterface
incredible photographers working together :

warning: only visit the site if you have considerable time to spare


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06b-05-2008 imagine you could walk on the wild side


something closer to the original recorded in Sidney in '74. Good interview too; maybe I should also include heroin or Venus in furs to pay tribute to all musicians in my most favorite movie of all time. comment?
06a-05-2008 Another primaries day, but again, not decisive, I'm afraid.
This time I've got not much left to say . . . Only that I'm glad to see that the fanatic Obama kids start to realise he's not such a hero after all, and despite of what they've been yelling for months, the rest of the world starts to realise that Hillary is not the bitch they made of her.
She is a tough lady, who does not withdraw because of a few childish sexists. So instead of adding another boring campaign cartoon
I stick to this shoot first, ask questions later guy:

unknown In the butt, that is, as if you had questions about that. comment?
05-05-2008 Liberation day special for NL expats: more national . . eh, city anthems
Anno 2008 less and less people have actually experienced WWII and we try to make clear about living in a free country that "you don't know what you've got till it's gone" (Joni quote) and convey to younger generations that we can only do that together: (vid)
If you can digest real Dutch culture, sit back & swallow . . . nothing like it:
Harrie Jekkers 'Oh, oh, den Haag' (5 km north of my home in Delft)
and Frederique Spigt, 'Rotterdam' (7 km sounth of Delft)
Herman Berkien, Utereg me stadsjie (where I was born, really!)
Groningen maybe? the city, not the province, that is.
This is gettin out of hand: Guus Meeuwis on Brabant, at Philips stadium
and in that case . . . Limburg cannot be left behind:
Amsterdam was mentioned on 20-4-08, but I also found this old queen.

Frans Bauer won VPRO's alternative national anthem contest.
This report starts in front of the Vermeercenter in Delft (where I work)
and after the song you get a bunch of comments by, amongst others, my old friend from the Softies days Stefan Sanders, and Dutch supercamp republican Thomas von der (lage) Dunk:

Whatever you think, I love the song and Frans and so does our queen. comment?

04-05-2008 dodenherdenking (WWII memorial day in NL)

one of the most emotional events on the Dutch year-calendar this day is most apropriate to present you my funeral music wishlist

Serhan Murat
of course orgasm and death have always been linked in art. There is a huge section of art related to this subject behind the gates of hell in the db/queerart masterclass

satanic lure comment?
03-05-2008 ass eaters unite !
A book is coming out that I gave the rare honour to order it in advance:
It is the second book by Tomas Ross (not to be confused with Marten Ros, the book critic I talked about on 13-04-08), that deals with the assasination of Pim Fortuyn. The first book was made into a movie by Theo van Gogh, who, as I hope even most UK and USA guys know, was assasinated too, shortly after that movie came out. Those two murders shocked our country just as much as 9-11 did the USA. The book, like the first, is a fantasy, this time presuming that Pim survived the assasination, won the election and was prime minister just one month later.

Theo van Gogh, Tomas Ross, inspired by Pim Why I must read this book? Because this was my fantasy, my dream too!
I sooo wanted Pim to win the election, I already saw him in my visions having the weekly tea with her majesty Beatrix, with his little finger turned up, challenging her about his true main issue: '"who's the real queen here?"
But at that tumultuous time, we were not supposed to have these thoughts: I lost a job with a "politically correct", "progressive" theater group, after I confessed there that I liked and greatly respected Pim and had even fucked with him in the darkrooms of the Shaft, the club run by the Rotterdam Gay Bikers. Since then public opinion has changed through film- and opinion makers like Eddy Terstal, Ayaan Hirsi Ali and Theodor Holman, who showed that the real visionary was in fact PIM and the rot was (and is) indeed in our Labour and Christian parties. Our Labour, despite being in governement, is now laying flat on its back, as they deserved, just as in the UK!
For the shallow minded (am I insulting any readers?), this does not mean I kept supporting the LPF for more then the following year (a weblog does not lie, you can read it back here), nor does it imply weaknesses for Wilders or Verdonk. If anything, I would now vote Pechtold.
Still, that dream was one of great beauty: the first completely out ass eater, who in his biography "confessions of a baby boomer" had made sure that there was nothing left to blackmail him by confirming that he liked nothing better then sticking his tongue in a smelly male ass; by countering muslim youth, when they had the impertinence of asking him if the was as bare in his crotch as he was on his skull on live tv, with "you're very welcome to check that out tonight in my bedroom". He had already proved to me so many times that he indeed was one of the great queer heroes, visionaries, that I got frightened myself, with my basic resentment of the catholic church, not wanting to be seen as a "Pim believer". But what an amazing dream it was all through 2001: thàt would surely have set our country on the map as the most liberal in the world ! comment?
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his tongue shows how he enjoys the looks ans sights of all the boys and girls around Some guys asses are just most desirable when you leave the jeans on, which does not imply you will not dive in when they are lowered.

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01-05-2008 Luv this man
Archbishop Tutu made a speech in front of an audience of 500 at Grace Cathedral, San Francisco last week. It was his first to a large gathering of the gay community in the United States. "How sad it is that the Church should be so obsessed with this particular issue of human sexuality when God's children are facing massive problems; poverty, disease, corruption, conflict," he said. In his 30-minute address, Archbishop Tutu said that for his part it was impossible to keep quiet "when people were frequently hounded ... vilified, molested and even killed as targets of homophobia ... for something they did not choose-their sexual orientation." In the face of this ongoing persecution, he praised the gay community for being "compassionate, caring, self-sacrificing and refusing to be embittered."


Archbishop Desmond Tutu criticised the Anglican church for being "obsessed" with homosexuality. In a BBC radio interview broadcast last year he said that if he believed that God was homophobic, he wouldn't be a Christian. He appologised for for the fact that homos feel God made an error when he created homo’s the way they are.

The Nobel Peace Prize winner, said he was ashamed of his church because of its treatment of gays. He said that Rowan Williams, the Archbishop of Canterbury and spiritual head of the Anglican church, has not demonstrated the attributes of a "welcoming God" to homosexuals. "Our world is facing problems -- poverty, HIV and AIDS -- a devastating pandemic, and conflict," Tutu said. "God must be weeping looking at some of the atrocities that we commit against one another. "In the face of all of that, our Church, especially the Anglican Church, at this time is almost obsessed with questions of human sexuality." He said that the Church acted in an "extraordinarily homophobic" way during the election of Gene Robinson as Bishop of New Hampshire.

Asked if he still felt ashamed, he replied: "If we are going to not welcome or invite people because of sexual orientation, yes. "It is a perversion if you say to me that a person chooses to be homosexual. You must be crazy to choose a way of life that exposes you to a kind of hatred. It's like saying you choose to be black in a race infected society." comment?

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