the irresponsible queer culture lubricant, not water soluable//
totaal onverantwoord en onveilig maar supergeil homocultuur glijmiddel
30-04-2010
read !
Quote (in dutch):
Boos was B, op die grote bek van Jan Mulder, die we eerst in de ING reclame zagen schmieren en dan vervolgens bij DWDD het gore lef had iets te zeggen over de geloofwaardigheid van bankiers. Op Maurice de Hondt, die had onderzocht dat 84% van de Nederlanders teveel betaalden voor energie, op Joost Zwagerman, die meedeed aan de uitverkiezing van de grootste intellectuele lul van de eeuw.
The book is about Balkenende spindocter (and current secretary of Defence) Jack de Vries, and his slimey betrayal of the truth. (I sooo agree!). It plays out on the plane where he instructs Balkenende for his speech to pay respect to the victims of the terror attack on the queen last year. 2 more quotes from a BNR interview of the author (in english):
It's sooo pathetic that the remark of Gordon Brown was called a blooper, a devastating blundering slip. Why not praize him for speaking his mind? Those media advisors and their soundbytes, reducing life to eloquent slime. Just give me Prem Radhakishun. Mathijs van Nieuwkerk telling him five times to be calm, that is another low cheap fake example: he invited him to not be calm and pull out all the stops!
heard a rumour about a Tom of Finland party on "konninginnenach" (queens eve) in den Haag with a darkroom and all! I tried to google it but could not find anything untill Leo, one of my 'informants' wrote in my guestbook: ACID PLANET's sinister acid house party @ dystopia, waldeck pyrmontkade 116, hoek
elandstraat, den haag, t.o. halte randstadrail 3: dark dance music, non-stop smoke and strobes and dirty brown leather all night long, with dark room in the back of the catacombs, dress code:
TOM OF FINLAND, need we say more?
payback: 10 euro incl all beer you can drink! but free entrance for police uniforms! free drugs and free love, you pay for it!
Obviously a dark, minimalistic, synister event, as the poster to the right shows, which certainly could be worth checking out. Sadly I don't have a police uniform, so I hope my leathers will do.
further, we see a reincarnation of the legendary IT club and:
before that net 5 20u30 (but the John Waters original with Blondy and Divine still is much better):
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28-04-2010
wednesdays 19u40 syfy channel nl: torchwood also saw the making of John Barrowman on out-tv, another recent 'scientific ?' questioning of the church vision on creation.
two points I definitely differ on his gay criteria: my ring finger is a lot longer then my index finger, while in homos they are said to be almost similar in length. Also the chances of being gay increase the more older brothers you have, while I am a fistborn. Further I'm better in exact sciences then in languages, nor did I ever feel inclined to play with dolls. All of these would increase my chances of being straight. The only criteria for being gay is I disliked teamsports, was awful at throwing balls and would rather play at home than outside as a child but this can just as easily point to a slight touch of autism.
but then, it may explain why I don't feel at home in the tight-assed prude twink-sissy-gay environment of dwh delft and rather go for the machosexual variety, that some choose to condemn as: "ruining acceptance of homos for everybody". I'd rarher not belong to 'the community' than to the Delft or "Antoine Bodar" variety, that limits god's blessing to the non-sexuals, or the lying cheating ones, that maintain: 'all is fine and forgiven after confession'
have a cuppa with ray, (live 1972)
easier slimming and possibly healthier than the old demon:
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27-04-2010
with only tight assed prude sissies left it's up to old farts to preserve our queer heritage: read on the disastrous situation in Delft, where young grays want to get back to pre stonewall:
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25-04-2010
sunday worship : zijn die bisschoppen nou helemaal van god los ? or : has the clergy lost their mind, dignity and perspective completely ?
First I want to draw attention to the urgent needs my friend Bernard has come to experience. I've reported on his court case and the very unjust qualifiation of his work as being child porn, earlier ( @ 18-03). If our chistian justice system has come to acuse us homos instead of looking at its corrupt self, we indeed are in dire straits. His case now seems to move on to the european court, to which his legal insurance does not extend. So now his partner will have to come up with the funds, or they'll have to drop the case and we may see his work destroyed, like in the savage iconoclasm of centuries past. Unless we donate. See his own site
A new case: Brugue bisschop Roger Vangheluwe (74) has resigned after admitting abusing his own nephew. The victim has tried to get Vangheluwe to resign, which did not happen until now. Early april the victim wanted a confrontation in the presence of archbishop André Léonard, but Vangheluwe took cardinal Godfried Danneels along, very much against the wishes of the victim who considers him an acomplice. Danneels says to have only heard of the case in april, while priest Rik Devillé, who's been counceling abuse victims for a long time, claims the emeritus-archbisschop was informed in 1993, but that the victim then did not want to proceed with legal action.
Here's the written statement of the resigning bisshop, read at a press conference:
"Before I was a bisshop, and for some time since then, I have sexually abused a boy from a befriended environment. The victim will remain marked by this. In past decades I have repeatedly confessssed this to him and his family and asked their forgiveness, but both with him as with me there is no healing approaching."
Having been raised catholic, I'm not enjoying writing about recent abuse cases in the church, but feel I have to, because in its panic our christian justice system is hitting around all over the place and has lost view on the distinction between abuse and the very natural and healthy searching and experimentation that comes with awakening sexuality of young homosexuals. As it is depicteded in the work of Bernard.
I've tried to make this point earlier here, as well as to our media Gaykrant, Gaynews. But neither these, nor the Volkskrant, also frightened off by the subject, felt inclined to publish anything about his plight. Meanwhile all his work has been confiscated, he cannot produce new work and his health deteriorates as this case drags on and on, with an Amsterdam justice department clearly not knowing how to proceed.
The homo web museum foundation and myself will continue to offer moral and where possible financial support, but the best and only just outcome would be if Bernard would be acquitted, his work returned and he would be allowed to get back to producing amazing art.
I'll keep adding my vision of the church, blasfemous as it may be, as long as this church keeps on acting in the most unholy way, lacking all common sense and compassion.
Another quite different example:
a Church censor of the diocese of Brabant has declared a few songs that sunday worshippers in Dutch churches have been singing with great joy "heretic" and banned them! They were composed decades ago by popular priest Huub Oosterhuys, renowned because he also married, burried and baptised some members of our royal family. Since then he's been "excommunicated", has married himself, and his kids also got into music and now frequent the Dutch chart. Listen to Trijntje's M.J. tribute (guaranteed to bring tears to your eyes)
One bisschop who publicly advised parishioners to keep singing the songs that inspire them, has been given a severe reprimand by the Dutch cardinal. Why don't these morons see that if they keep on squeezing the last drop of humanity and compassion from the church, there soon will be no church left.
The days have gone that these idiots can critisize the press, homos and ex catholics as slanderous, negative, sinners and 'not fitting into god's plan'. It's them, not seeing that block of wood in their own eye, who are destroying their own institution. The church is not theirs; it's of the people. jesus christ would have told them and thrown them out of the temple.
This month dwh already played the Canadian documentary "kids of St Vincent" about abuse at an R.C. orphanage in Newfoundland. This week the abuse theme was pauzed for Decamerone, a more positive, funny church and sex Pasolini movie, but if you can take it, you can proceed with the documentary "deliver us from evil" fully online on google video:
I would say: bischops and the pope himself, who was in person leading the office in charge of covering all this up for almost 30 years (1978 till 2005), are sooo devious and lacking any moral perspecive of their actions, that for catholic believers they cannot possibly continue as god's representative on earth and shoud be impeached without any delay. The only reason they incorporated, sanctioned, endorsed and covered up homosexual abuse for 1600 years was that contrary to abuse of girls it (unless they were totally blind, which sometimes did happen) safeguarded them from producing offspring. Instead of blaming themselves, they now take the immoral path of blaming others, like us honest and out homos.
They should start looking for the root of the evil, abolish celibacy, reinstate people like above mentioned Oosterhuis and pardon true church reformers like the late Prof Schillebeeckx,
and fire the whole bunch of ass lickers to the rotten structure of the past 5 centuries.
I've been watching the struggle Darwin was having with the church leaders 150 years ago on BBC 4. Just like Copernicus had 4 centuries earlier, and Caravaggio, Da Vinci and Michelangelo had a century before that. It now seems we homos are the enemies in their stubborn resistance towards recognising the beauty of creation.
coming wednesday 21u00: prayers for Bobby at dwh-delft!
One of the most appropriate samples from Harry Bush's heritage above. More on him at delftboys ask me anythingcomment?(weight this morning: 76,3 ↓)
24-04-2010
this saturday: dutch labour party election convention
at our most popular tv talkshow dwdd the election specialists remarked that it would be killing for their results if they kept the tradition of the main candidate singing the Internationale.
I suggest it would be far better if they pulled the old super optimistic hymn from the vaults, sung by Amsterdam choir "de stem des volks", that our socialist radio station used to start the day with in my youth:
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23-04-2010
weekend options
sunday afternoon, the boss:
also: tonight thursday 22 april, 21u @ Cultura-nl: SEARCH AND DESTROY: IGGY & THE STOOGES’ the making of RAW POWER new tv documentary.
and on sunday, 22u: Punk: Attitude, a documentary by contemporary director Don Letts. The film explores the "punk" revolution, genre and following from its beginning in the mid 1970's up to its effect on modern rock music and other genres. The cast is a veritable list of alternative musicians and directors offering their opinions on what may have been the largest music revolution ever.
my all time punk top 3:
1 lou; walk on the wild site
2 clash; should I stay or should I go
3 xtc; making plans for nigel
4 sex pistols; anarchy in the UK
of course the story of the love/hate affair and collaboration of David Bowie and Iggy Pop is at the core of my nr1 queer movie of all time.
6 songs from above album @ the orange box player on the movie page and here's Ewan's Iggy:
you may have wondered what the weight watching for the past month is all about. I bought a cheap scale at Blokker and when I tried it it said my weight was 80 kg, while I'd always been 74, so I thought the scale was probably off some 6 kg. Last month I went for my bi-annual checkup and told the internist about my off scale. He then said the scale was just perfect and I had indeed gained 6 kg in the past 6 months. So now my goal is to be back at my usual weight before I'm off to chicago, end of may. I'm past halfway in 1 month, but it's not a smooth sailing affair: there are days that the arrow points up again : ↑
but if all goes as planned I'll look like the image below again soon:
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20-04-2010
off again
flying through all the catching up will be far more dangerous than in last weeks empty skies
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19-04-2010 weekend review
I didn't go to Amsterdam, but attended the party of the initiator of the Vermeer center instead:
also saw Shake off on nps-tv sunday afternoon, gorgeous, music and bodies!
If you're in NL you can see it on the nps player from 44:08. It's amazing because it's one dancer, digitally dancing with himself and defying gravity against a digital backdrop where even the statues of the NYC penthouse terrace are himself again. So indeed:
there's nothing better to shake off the monday morning blues (and some ounces)
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18-04-2010
So you missed it? Sunday worship restored to its former glory:
Thank you jesus,
for cardinals sooo stupid that you don't need me any longer to degrade the church reputation . . .
Going once, Going twice, GONE !
Look ar the eyes: he did take something to relax his throat. A real body to swallow instead of a piece of stale bread; so glad we have our own holy communion!
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17-04-2010 Finally, it happened to him ! (better late than never)
but his public statement reads just fine:
Yep, if you click the word 'finally', above, you get caught up in the Hahahahohoho autoplayer, from nr 8 on.
And after weeks of catholic self destruction (caused by the 'natural decay' you get when you have demented cardinals electing ever more shortsighted peers as infallible spokesesperson of their 'god' on this earth, even if they do it under an inspiring homosexual ceiling) this sunday a freshly invigorated edition of our what we, healthy homosexuals, call "worship" is awaiting.
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16-04-2010
saw 3FM awards, and Dutch best female and male singer of 2010 (i.m.h.o.): above singer Waylon couldn't accept his award coz his flight stranded in the UK (where he performed with Whitney Houston). Here's how the reddened Icelandic sundown looked last night on my roof, without any condensation stripes:
friday 1st Shortbus (nr 2 on my alltime gay movie list) on out-tv at 21h00 (+repeats) and then Boss sunday bicycle visit to Martin and eatclub, but saturday the COC building gets a resuscitation :
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15-04-2010 dear Pete
Have always been a fan of enfant-terrible of British pop culture Pete Dogherty and his flirting both with women and men and boys and drugs and not caring what the fuck people thought of all that. Seems he's back on top and doing festivals with his old band Libertines this summer, here doing an impromptu gig at a bar. His hit can't stand me now starts at 18:00
His trubute to british soccer lads in 'last of the English roses', after a year in the top 20 is sliding gracefullyly down my queer charts but still at 94, his male kiss at the end of the clip is still one of the sweetest things of recent years in pop:
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14-04-2010 Malcolm McDowell and Blur
Are they never gonna stop? Another hilarious, if it wasn't so sickening, statement from the Vatican typical: blame others instead of their own rotten to the core obsolete pyramid organisation, where everybody parrots the living corpse at the top and nobody gets selected to that god-on-earth post unless it's certain that he's not going to change anything, but the flower arragements.
on a more constructive note:
Under the recent moviecycle triggered by church, child abuse and boarding-schools we played the classic IF last month. It was the 1st movie I saw with Malcolm McDowell in the lead and I immediately fell in love with the independent character. (tonight The boys of St Vincent is scheduled @ DWH)
of course we know Malcolm most from his roles as Caligula and as lead in Clockwork Orange. But he reminded me too of "the Universal", one of the most gripping 'era defining' songs of the nineties by BLUR:
13-04-2010
Not new, but time for some pozitive demonics, Ggrrrrrr hmmmm :
first it was banned by youtube morons, but when the Lady Herself got into action, authorised it and declared this was the best amateur clip she ever saw and wished she'd have come up with it herself, the homo intolerant shits had no choice but to reinstate it online and now in glorious HD !
if you doubt that's what went down, here's the discussion still online @ towlerroad from 3 months ago when I tried to get the clip embedded here but is was repeatedly struck down by Tightasstube
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12-04-2010
Professional critics and pessimists of our country and champion incorrigable groaners :
some quotes to show why we love them to death; because they can break down our national pride to the bone like nobody else. (From a VK interview):
Aggravation nr. 1: our landscape, destroyed by intensive farming, we're just waiting for the day the sweet little tb bug can no longer be destroyed by any antibiotics, that word : anti-biotic! Pig farmers saturate their food with the stuff, preventative, they say! Now the 100% indestructible bacteria are on the offensive. We can re-open Zonnestraal Sanatorium and refill it with new tbc sufferers. Have you seen the chicken AH sells the eggs of? They can no longer stand on their feet!
My wife buys from an environmental farmer who lets his animals listen to Mozart and begs them forgiveness before he wrings their necks. If we stop industrial farming and let cows back onto the meadows again and give them a permit that allows them to shit 5 times a day in the grass again,
we'll get flowers back and clean water. Now it looks like a billiard table, systematically nurtured to death! And all that stuff ends up in our drinking water,
so now our youth grows so tall they can no longer enter any pub door in the UK! Yep, our old people are stuffed so full of medicine and they piss all that out so now one glass of drinking water contains 800% of the advisable vitamins and minerals. It's so healthy that the Dutch nowadays are unable to die ! For the rest there's nothing wrong with our country; wouldn't exchange it for any other!
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11-04-2010
sunday, no church this time, we've had enought of that, but some musea: bonus: U and me in a situation, 2 classix in a new dancemix, helps to lose the weight
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10-04-2010
weekend options(weight this morning: 77,5 ↑)Rosa von Praunheim rides to HELL, this saturday morning !! 08:15-09:50 ned. Budist Omroep Ned 2
also saturdaymorning 10u25 Avro Ned 1: the life of Keith Haring:
if he would have drawn this in the bathroom of the dwh it would have been painted over, wich did not happen in NYC, where it was lovingly treasured. Now they would pull out their hair, because musea would pay millions to move the entire bathroom to their premices.
Last night the radioprogram Nachtegiel discussed the thesis "extreme gays and transvestites make it difficult for young gays to come out". My friend Jennifer Hopelezz was there and turned things around: young gays make it difficult for me to come out and be "not normal"; we are all hopeless and unchangeable, deal with it or stay in the closet, for all I care.
Maybe the big mistake we, the sixties generation, made was getting our entire community out of the closet? Were we not much happier with our secret and extreme community, that grew people like Keith, Warhol, Madonna, Grace Jones, GaGa. Maybe they were just to grand to keep them in our sweet little closet. But remember, all heterosexuals in those days (except perhaps the Chistian Idiots) also wanted to be in our closet.
But if orgs like dwh keep focussing on young and "normal" homos they undermine their own reason for being: they can just as well go to "normal" bars and clubs. Why can't they accept we are perverts?
after 20 years of aids depression can we now finally drop our Dutch Reformed gilt trip, Leo?
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09-04-2010
R.I.P. Sex Pistols manager, partner of Vivienne Westwood, producer, cult designer
09-04-2010
some beauty to hide my depression, sculpture :(weight this morning: 77,0 ↓) DWH perseveres in defending itself to the hilt instead of owning up to strategic mistakes and changing its catastrophic closed structure. It really looks more like the churches or ultra conservative political parties, wasting all energy to silence dissident voices instead of acting like the vigilant anarchic gay liberation movent it once was.
(Read my motion in Dutch for the annual members meeting they consider suffuciently democratic)
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08-04-2010
clips of Lovechild party last weekend at DOK Amsterdam(weight this morning: 77,5 ↓) more Logan McCree a.k.a. Krieger a.k.a. Philipp Tanzer and dozens more physical artists
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07-04-2010
boys of St Vincent with Dutch subtitles wednesdaynight 21u00 at DWH LG 22 Delft
sadly their website looks shamefully outdated and un-kept:
for example: it says "party" for coming saturday, and then "details will follow" when? next week?
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06-04-2010
a late start of the serious week:(weight this morning: 77,6 ↑) ask me anythingcomment?
05-04-2010
another tribute to the glorious Giorgio Moroder and Donna:(weight this morning: 77,1 ↓)once every so and so this classic comes along on this blog (last time just a week ago: 30-03) as it repeatedly, 35 years after its 1st release, continues to reach nr. 1 at the world's dance lists :
and a deepy, sincerely felt R.I.P. for an unshakable Dutch Dyke:
will always prefer the truly felt honesty of 2 Dutch no-attitude homosexuals; meters above the catastophical, sickening deafening silence from the cowardice lying and cheating power hyaenas in Rome. How can they maintain these guys don't live according to gods plan while it's only them who fail to see that plan, if there is such a thing.
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03-04-2010
another movie on Lennon:(weight this morning: 77,7 ↓)
it's in full on youtube starting here. Some comments said the casting was awful. I disagree, although the McCartney was possibly chosen better. Obviously they went for guys who looked and spoke like the originals and also had some musicality. That limits ones options tremendously. A US nerd even suggested they could have chosen Robert Pattison ?
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02-04-2010
Queerest Good Friday :(weight this morning: 78,3 ↑) I cry and pray, mon dieu !!!! Ohh my gaawd, feel a healthy dose of blasfemy is called for
since we're given such superb guiding from Rome these days.
If I aint dead already, whew, you know the reason why . . .
Just to celebrate the nowhere boy who was more popular then jesus christ
And mr. jesus wouldn't be that bad; he could have been quite an allright cult figure, if he didn't have this bunch of greedy morons claiming they act in his name and think they have the monopoly on interpreting his words, who do nothing less then running a maffia from Rome and are blind to the world's needs.
01-04-2010
weekend options
Logan strips @ Lovechild 23-05u at Odeon Singel Amsterdam or The Dance, Henri Matisse, 1910:
go see it NOW at Hermitage Amsterdam, only there for 6 weeks!
Royal Vauxhall Tavern, London: Fire Island, night of mayhem . . . don't go in the bushes! starts friday 2 april 22:30, ends: saturday 3 april 2:00
and Yep, I saw Lilly Savage at the legendary Tavern, summer of '79 When we played "Stad Shock Mannen" at the Oval Theater,
where I also 1st met Jimmy Sommerville, that was before he did Small town boy:
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01-01-2010
Nightcharm reprinted one of their best editorials I ever read yesterday(weight: 78,2 ↑)
At least nobody can accuse our artists of producing child porn now, as our christian minister of justice and one of his Amsterdam D.A's did until last year! We're just sarcastically painting the picture of mis-use of power and lies both clergy, justice and politicians got away with for too long; succeeding to suppress our identity, and I will continue to do so untill the christian traitors are out of office come the june election.
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Queer culture without cock and balls ?
That's called CASTRATION !
why do that to yourselves?
Invoking God is merely an attempt to avoid clear and critical thinking and to abrogate personal responsibility for one's own choices; It's the ultimate retreat of the intellectually lazy. It also provides an unfortunate comparsion with the sorts of theocratic regimes abroad of which we are rightly critical.
weathermannetje
adje lacht
adje huilt
Ships that pass in the night
and speak each other in passing Only a signal shown;
a distant voice in the darkness
So on the ocean of life we pass
Only a look and a voice;
a touch extacy
then darkness again and a silence.
after:
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Tales of a Wayside Inn
politically correct
is the most dangerous infection,
first symptoms:
blocking creativity,
spontaneity,
vigilance, economic renewal
and is spreading like wildfire
in the gaiiy community and
it's more contageous then any STD!
We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.
Oscar Wilde
They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.
Andy Warhol
There is just nothing
I do better
like better
fun
laughter
tears
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