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the irresponsible queer culture lubricant, not water soluble// totaal onverantwoord en onveilig maar supergeil homocultuur glijmiddel
a counterweight fighting the pathetic nomality that the current young homo nerd generation wants us all to fit in,if only !
fortunately there are some critical dirty old men left who feel the suit-and-tie deviants are 'spoiling it for us all' and hinder the coming out of us 'perverts'

31-05-2010 pfffw,
Pieter did not win, the wheelchair guy did, but what an amazing experience this IML finale has been!

I will edit the video material of the whole weekend when I get home. Here are just 3 pix taken today at the entry of the amazing finale venue, the immense 1000 seater Congress Theater. It may look a touch run down, but boy does it function, and does it have atmosphere (and a sound system, pfffew)! Just last week it hosted 2 of the biggest euro dance heroes:

Was seated on a reserved front row table with two MSA representatives:
Sure hope to get moving material of some of the amazing stuff I witnessed uploaded later this week. But I did find something from this year already online:
and the winner is :
For now I leave you with 3 of the tracks used by the hotty CodeParty dj Shea van Horn saturdaynite:
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30-05-2010 sunday worship :
Code: this definitely was the nr.1 IML party as far as I'm concerned: Enjoyed myself as if I was back on Fire Island or NYC in the seventies. No, the music was not vintage, au-contraire! It was techno trance with gorgeous historic quotes respectfully sprinkled in by Shea, great decorum, lights, true danger, great acts, and a re-introduction of uninhibited partysex; like the recent xxxL @ COC A'dam! Just the vidclips were a bit of a concession to what I wrote about on 28-5. Thanx, Thorn, loved the tents ! Code party saturdaynight
my video report will have to wait till I'm home; meanwhile appreciate a worship prepared earlier:
Read a highly disturbing cartoon biography on Friedriche Nietsche by Onfray and Le Roy;
much more accessible than the man's own writing, so it was pretty enlightening to me. It's published in Bruxelles, and as far as I lnow only available in French and Dutch, (but I've done some translation: mouse over images) by sticking to  the truth Schoppenhauer offers us a way to avoid suffering; towards happiness. / So truth and happiness are not necessairily contradictionary ? not catholic spirituality, Heinrich! You're on the wrong track! / What else can you expect from Christianity, that suicide inducing desease, requiring us to live as zombies, in order to be prepared for deathWhat else can you expect of a religing that worships a corpse on a cross, a religion that praises abstinence of physical pleasure and beauty as a virtue?there is no here-after; no hell, no paradise, no god, no devil! And how should envision this 'philosopher  of the furure' ? / His name is Zararhustra, prophet of eternal reïncarnation.' praise the heavens for our friend Maldiva! / which lucky stars brought us together, Lou? / Yes, this is the right place for us! / And how can I envision that philosopher of the future? / His name is Zaratustra, prophet of eternal reincarnation and what does he teach us? / The revolt of all values / Eh ? ?The revolt of the Christian values; we must draft a morality of new values. / We must crush our old tables of law. / think past good and evil; declare new values.We should become the poets of our existence / experiment and create our own order and freedom / yep, that is what it boils down to: experiment!
What it learnt me foremost was to keep up the bi-annual syph tests, if only to avoid final insanity: I could not shake off the horses: I'm dead
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29-05-2010 were are the men, you may well ask, so a few fast snaps:
memorial day today
live demos of all sorts
earlier Amsterdam title winner
at least one TIM guy at the market
earlier Amsterdam title winner
All day long thousands of guys parading and loungning in the 2 Hyatt towers
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28-05-2010 So many men, so little time
Don't expect extravagant live reporting, yet; just catching my breath. Have just gotten all the tickets at the Hyatt. Including a buss pass to get across town.
hotel room view
Luckily there is a sweet dely 50 mtr. from the hotel where a beef sandwich is more then a full meal, for this lean guy who just reached his 74 kg target. Pretty sure it will go down further here.

Also feel somewhat underdressed here, with hundreds of shiny leather- and rubberqueens strolling along the river in font of my hotel (see arrow, room 1014 local phone nr 312-980-0352, when I'm in. (cheaper than my cell, which will be charged to caller & to me as an international call. Nice to meet guys here, that I see each monday in the slings of de Boss. Amazing to see a hotel filled with thousands of guys walking around bare-assed and in jockstrap, and a sales lady of the Hyatt, telling at the opening event in the main ballroom that she's proud to host this event fot the next 3 years. Sadly there are no lockers, so guys based in other hotels have problems stocking the streetgear. also the drinks are a bit stiff priced. Glad I have my Jenever with me, € 6,-/ltr ar Schiphol.
if only ing made cafe's of their branches in NL !
memorial day today
hotel is the white tower with arrow at the right
the overground CTA loop is totally insane!
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28-05-2010 Chicago , here I come 3 (earlier entries 12-05 and 06-05)
presenting Pieter, IML candidate and current Mr. Europe :
Pieter Claeys he's younger than your average to-be-expected leatherbear, and he knows how to stir his mouth! but he has some stiff competition, like:
Chandler Bearden is an out HIV positive man in recovery from crystal meth addiction.
and if we can't find enough satisfaction at the Hyatt or surrounding hotels, there's this.
Also read the editorial of Thorn in Instigator:
quotes:
Last summer IML president Chuck Renslow stated he would no longer allow participation at the IML market by any entity that promotes barebacking or distributes merchandise that promotes or advocates it.
We're not making light of the situation, just at the way it's adressed. It's like: stick your head in the sand, remove yourself from the discourse, hoping that in doing so the problem will go away. IML has put the "we're not open for debate" sign up and shut the door, under the guise of leadership. Yet it's kinda hard to lead when you lack followers: A spokesman of Centauers MC, mid Atlantic leather, will not follow: "we think attandees are wise enough to make up their own minds". One of the retailers contemplating participating at the market said: "Whatever you think of Renslow's strategy, do you think we're gonna stop carrying our biggest money maker on the shelves?"
Renslow 's not necessarily wrong. . . his game plan is !
Wonder if Instigator 20 will be on sale. It advertises Treasure Island, Dick Wadd, Dark Alley, a.m.o. (and Martin and me did participate in getting the art centerfold special on Bastille together.)
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27-05-2010 Eurovision
this week all euro-fairies settle behind their tv screens again to wet themselves :
Belguim, surprisingly, already passed to the final; tonight it's decision time for the Dutch:
think I liked last year's winner better :
click here for great dancemixclick here for great dancemix
and yes, I did see the counting and this song winning live here in Chicago:
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26-05-2010 a celestal experience
I was up most of the night watching "Stephen Fry on Wagner" twice, as unlike this BBC I-player screencap leads you to believe, I do have a digital subscription to BBC 3 and 4, Watched it in bed under the "temptations of King Ludwig II of Bavaria" arched fresco: (you can see it in 4 close-ups here with me holding an image of Wagner while in adoration for the young king in the south view), After watching that with Stephen's touching personal Jewish and Nazi connotations and then dawn slowly approaching I felt like "If I'd die now, all would be good".
But I'm far from that: I'm off to chicago for a weekend of queer mayhem!

found the glorious Fry program in full in 6 parts on youtube after all !
In it Stephen explores his passion for controversial composer Richard Wagner. Can he salvage the music he loves from its dark association with Hitler's Nazi regime? His journey takes him to Germany, Switzerland and Russia as he pieces together the story of the composer's turbulent career.
Along the way he plays Wagner's piano, meets the composer's descendants and eavesdrops on rehearsals for the legendary Bayreuth Festival, the annual extravaganza of Wagner's music held in a theatre designed by the composer himself.
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25-05-2010 Just saw Inside Sport, the last taboo on BBC 1
sadly BBC blocks everything they broadcast outside the UK. While this is a worldwide problem, especially important on the eve of the South Africa madness. the one retired UK rugby player who is out. Of course there are no out football players, which only shows what a pathetic sport it is: the one who tried is dead now. Not a pretty story: his team & the football union all dodge blame and say he approached it wrong. IS there a right way? Will it take another century ? Ever wondered what the game would be if there were no black players? Officials are degrading their sport by not taking the matter serious.
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24-05-2010 love this :
he're our young presentor showing his usual enthousiasm for queer erotica: hope that the queer artists will show their erections, drawn or real, and will never hide behind what is politically correct or prudence forced onto us by religious fanatics or the cowards of our young queer generation
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23-05-2010 sunday worship :
© Morgen Ingelmann F&Ostr;J


song from the days I fell for 12 year old guys, when I was 12 myself, I guess . . .

also read: bigot can only get rent boys to suck
of course I could not just let draw-Mohammed-day pass without my penny's worth.
I chose one of the Gustav Doreé scenes of Dante's inferno, where Mohammed pulls out his entrails. Would not be true to myself if I missed the opportunity to include nudity.Gustav Dore, Bibliotheque des Arts Decoratifs, Paris.
also
A modest try at suntan @ Delftse Hout nudebeach, with sunglasses and the "L'HOMO" (paaathetic, that we need straight women to make a gay glossy that is not self-degrading) plus the Fresh FM dance top 1000 of all time ( this Whitsunday weekend untill monday 20u00 CET ) on my ears : pure bliss! note: the Latour clip below at the 24-05 entry, which inspired me to enter the HIV-vereniging logo-competition was at nr.628 on that list
and then from 16h00 onward to cool down a golden shower @ the Boss
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22-05-2010 weblog interrogation :
50 Questions To Really Get To Know Someone
1) Are you a morning or night person?nightcrawler, definitely
2) Which do you prefer, sweet or salty foods?Have lost interest in both, and gained taste for spices, but it's hard to stay away from salt in processed stuff
3) Favorite sport?hate group sports; gymnastics and swimming are nice to watch and do, also as Dutchman do love tour-skating
4) What website do you spend most time on.Apart from my own (updating them takes forever) It would be Bill in exile, but he does get me angry a lot, the shortsighted nationalistic USMC prick he is!
5) Microsoft or Apple ?stylefreak but hate to waste money, so Microsoft
6) What was your favorite childhood television program?dappere dodo, Vier Veren Waterval :
7) Are you a collector of anything?Homo erotic art, queer movies
8) If you could be any animal, what would you be?have Ollie B Bommel tattood on my ass: aristocratic blundering bear
9) If you could have any superpower, what would it be?Flying
10) What is usually your first thought when you wake up?I should have gotten up earlier
11) What do you usually think about right before falling asleep?did I take the atripla ?
12) What's your favorite color?Blue
13) What's your favorite animal?no idea, as above: bear
Olly B by Marten Toonder
14) Do you believe in extraterrestrials or life on other planets?no
15) Do you believe in ghosts?I could be persuaded
16) Ever been addicted to a video/computer game? Which one(s)?pong, then it stopped
17) You're given 1 million dollars, what do you spend it on?house, new motorbike, queer art charity, friends and family, but not on banks!
18) Have any bad habits?postponing all chores
19) Which bad habits, if any, drive you crazy?wasting time and fattening behind the pc
20) List 3 of your best personality traits:stick to principles, lazy, don't pussyfoot
21) List 3 of your worst personality traits:stick to principles, lazy, don't pussyfoot
22) Have any celebrity crushes?
Jonathan Rhys Meyers, Matt Damon, devious smile superbottom Joey Stefano,
jonathanrhysmeyers
23) List 1 thing you wish you could change about yourself:patience, cock size
24) Any tattoos or piercings?3 & 6
25) What's the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?don't notice them
26) What personality traits do you look for in a partner?don't but if I would: arrogance, ignorance
27) What personality traits do you dislike in other people?sweet and shallow pussyfooter
28) Do you see yourself getting married in the next 5 years?nope
29) Are you mostly a clean or messy person?pretty messy !
30) If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?NYC, London, Berlin, LA
31) If you could visit anywhere in the world, where would you go?Italy, Rio, Buenos Aires
32) List 5 goals on your life's to-do list:finish queer art video, write biography, get a good queer party scene going in Z.H., revamp the house, find job
33) Name 1 regret you have:not being able to live together with best friends
34) Name 1 thing you miss about being a kid:playing with trains
35) Name 1 thing you love about being an adult:fucking
36) What's your favorite song of the moment?see my homo top 200
37) What's your favorite song of all time?see my funeral top 50
38) What's your favorite thing to do on a Saturday night?huge leather/SM-party
39) What's your favorite thing to do on a Sunday afternoon?nap
40) Have any hidden talents?queer culture analist
41) You're about to walk the green mile, what do you have as your last meal?Soeboer Den Haaag
42) What would be your dream job?writer/columnist/prime minister/
43) Which would you rather have, 100 million dollars or true love? 100 million dollars
44) If you could have 3 wishes granted, what would they be?this quiz really makes you think, let's say: see above 2 questions or q. 32
45) Ever wish you were born the opposite sex? If so, why?never, eh when I was 17 I thought that would be easier to score hot guys, but now I know better
46) Name 1 thing not many people know about you:Into body odors, and more . . .
47) If you had to change your name, what would you change it to?Colin
48) Do you believe in the afterlife?no
49) On the topic of abortion, how do you feel about cookies?eh? speculaas!
49) what law would you most like to changeundo the rise in the age of consent (was 16; now, to please George W Bush, we raised it to 18) it should be 14. Oh yeah, while I'm at it: legalise Drion pill (euthanasia) and legalize sale of poppers and cannabis growth.
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21-05-2010 people are still having sex
read how the old nag-legend who refuses to die, Larry Kramer, gets hornier all the time.
he keeps on rejuvenating his message; is that progressing insight or demetia setting in?
poster from the days that heaven did not wait and activists were activists instead of politically correct strategiststakes me back to the Marco de Koning, Hellen Zelluf & Hans vd Rogt days at Kleine Komedie
quotable comment 1:
#4 DSF 2010-05-03 12:04 Mr. Kramer has left a lot of words and actions and attitudes in his wake, some of which I still find disheartening. But he lives in the moment, too, and I always enjoy reading what he has to say. But way back in the day much of his focus was on the disco era gays in NYC and their shallow, partying, sex-centered ways. At the time it seemed bitter, pious and narrow minded. It still does. His at times direct and honest approach to the HIV holocaust was a high point, but the descent of many of his true believers into paranoia and partisan infighting (especially their bite-the-hand-that-feeds-them attitude toward the drug companies and the service providers who worked so hard to save us) still illustrate for me the dangerous side of his style of rhetoric, and the unfinished business of true self-acceptance that is always the hallmark empty hole in the heart of angry finger-pointing "activists." Its always personal, with Larry. Even when the enemy is human nature, or nature itself. That has its upside, in that we should always aspire to rise above our circumstances. But to rise we need more than endless anger, more than the adolescent feel-good indulgence of perpetual rage.
quotable comment 2:
#1 Mark S. King 2010-05-03 08:15 Wow. I learned something new about Larry Kramer, and that's no small feat. I'm fascinated that he is turning some of his formidable attention to the culture of aging gay men. There's a lot to explore there beyond sexuality and we could use his leadership (elder gay men still exist in a vacuum, do they not?). Were I single I'd give the man a whirl. It would be a perfect bookend to my starfuckerc night with Rock Hudson in 1980. Oh, the trampy irony of it all.
Thanks for a great article.
Mark S. King
My Fabulous Disease

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20-04-2010 another roadtrip, from Delft to Paris :

and some Taylor? you wanna touch me too? just put your hands on me . . .
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19-04-2010 tonight: hot as fuck,Shank @ dwh LG 22 delft

and Gods and Monsters at 23u30 UK time on BBC 1:
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19-04-2010 oh, how we queers love to see fakers exposed:
image oostsingel Delft © Eric de Keizer Working at the Vermeer center in Delft and living opposite a former citywall fortification, rebuilt and redesigned by Han van Meegeren into a boathouse, now used by DDS rowing club in Delft, I secretly have admired the architect, turned Nazi swindler/cheater all my life. After years of hiding the portrait they bought as an original Vermeer in shame museum Boijmans now finally comes out as egg-faced victims of his 1938 fraud with an exhib of his cunning technique. He only started making fakes after years of not being recognized as a great artist in his own right. he also did Frans Hals and other artists fakes
You must appreciate, after the 2 stories entered below, on how awful gay artists are treated once again in the 21st century, I like nothing better than seeing official "art authorities" with droopy eggyolk dripping off their faces, or even better; dripping down the inside of their pants. Especially as they were able to convey to the masses for 1½ century that all figurative art was crap, unless it was over 300 years old. All that time only us faggots, unashamedly out as hooked on flesh, were left to keep the torch for the classic craft of modeldrawing burning.
Also plans are on their way for a movie about van Meegeren
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18-04-2010 another artist in distress:
I've told earlier here about the financial distress my friend Bernard has gotten into due to the financing of his courtcase in which he has to defend his perfectly legal art as freedom of expression, which I think is just as much under threat here in NL as in Libia, Zimbabwe or Iran. Do visit his own site to show your support, and if you donate € 50,- or more towards his legal representation funding, he will send you an original art sketch. Samples are shown below:
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17-04-2010 More sickening self suppressing suit & tie homo-bankmanager type of action:
Judas Kissing seems to be hard to eradicate in homosexuals of the eighties generation . . .
Denying the essence of queer culture, our different sexuality, just shows feeble self awareness and lack of pride. Somebody in charge and curating a "pride exhibition" ought to know better: this is the ultimate betrayal, a stab in the back! The argument that it may affront some and set them back in coming out of youngsters actually works completely the other way around: Witholding our showings of affection from the general public will never improve awareness of the natural beauty and validity of our sexuality or any other deviant lifestyle!

Hello Erotic Art Aficionados!
Censorship is alive and well within the GLBT community.
I submitted the attached image:
“MANSWEAT” 2006 oil on canvas 12”x9”
to the Twin Cities 2010 Pride Art Show and it was rejected because the jury found it “too erotic”. The jury didn’t want to offend anyone that would visit the exhibition venue, The Art Institutes International Minnesota, a well known school for graphic design and culinary arts. After speaking with several artists and friends I wrote the following email to Rob Anderson the coordinator of the 2010 PRIDE Art Show. I’d love to hear your opinion. But it would be better if you could tell Rob Anderson, the Grand Marshal’s Reception & Pride Art Show Coordinator what you think about a gay pride festival censoring an image of a shirtless man. His email and contact info are below.
Erotically Yours,
Marc DeBauch

Marc Debauch, mansweat to Rob Anderson ,
Director of Residence Life & Housing
The Art Institutes International Minnesota
15 Ninth Street South

Minneapolis, MN 55402
Phone: 612.656.6835 Fax: 612.656.7680
www.artinstitutes.edu/minneapolis

Dear Robert,
I have had time to think about our conversation today and bounced it off of many people, including several gay and lesbian artists in our community. The jury for the 2010 Pride Art Show has set a dangerous precedent in rejecting my art, because they deemed it too erotic for the venue. Why was nothing mentioned in the 2010 Pride Art Show Guidelines about erotic, nude or semi-nude artwork being ineligible for the show? I have had my art in two other Pride Art Shows and nudity was never an issue for male or female figures. Considering my art work that was rejected was a painting of man without a shirt showing nothing further than an inch or two below the hip. It appears that someone is really going overboard with censorship. If the venue truly is the issue, perhaps the choice between censoring artwork and not having a show at the Art Institutes International of Minnesota came down to not offending a non-gay public? The home page of the Art Institutes International of Minnesota states the following; “There is a vibrant energy at The Art Institutes International Minnesota, one that fuels a student’s desire to do their best. Students are supported by a close and caring community bound by mutual respect for individuality and creativity.”

Does this jury realize that attempting to make this art show “safe to the general public” it is actually being offensive to gays and lesbians? Especially gay and lesbian artists. You actually had the balls to ask me to submit work that would be “more acceptable for this show and venue.” Why don’t you just ask me to crawl back into the closet? If the art that gay and lesbians enjoy, is not welcome by the Art Institutes International of Minnesota, then it clearly it is NOT the right venue for our community’s Pride Art Show. Instead of being about PRIDE this exhibition is about shame. The jury is too ashamed to exhibit the diverse artists of the GLBT community. The jurors are not willing to stand up and say “no this is wrong, we should not have a show at the Art Institutes International of Minnesota because we would have to censor our artists. Art is about freedom of expression. Without that all gays and lesbians would still be in the closet, there would be no Pride Parades or Pride Festivals.
Marc DeBauch
Do mail your indignation about this show of creepy shortsightedness too, to this 'director' Rob (email adress link at letter header)
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16-04-2010 sunday worship :
After the deeply felt comment 2 days ago celebrating the return of the COC leatherparty, I'm eagerly awaiting a similar move @ DWH Delft ! Still not heard anything since my earlier proposals, so until they feel inclined to descend from their Ivory tower they deserve a healthy dose of Judas kisses, which may learn the current board to never - ever disrespect your user base, your senior members, your founders, your heritage, the guys that bred and fed you . . .
Just coming up with some empty word-rephrasing and then, as usual with faggots, pick up the white-chalk to brush away the past and redecorate, will not suffice anymore! Only a change of content, approach and attitide may do, for starters. Ilya Glazunov 1985 2x foto right = Robert Recker Jaunt left Delator right Gustave Dore Cornelis Engebrechtsz 1500 4 x Keeper of the Purse Caravaggio site, Faggot by Becki Jayne H, and comic Giotto right Anthony van Duck Prado you 'd think that in the most homo unfriendly city of NL something would be organised around the International Day Against Homophobia, this monday,
but we need old farts like Erwin to get mad; our 'beloved' twinks feel it's 'unbecoming' and 'bad for their hair' to do anything about it and they wouldn't even dare to kiss on the streets.
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15-04-2010 discussion during IDAHO day, Monday, 17 May 20.30
The gay community in Amsterdam has had it. On Wednesday evening 5 May, a gay man was attacked and beaten after the Liberation Day celebration at the Homomonument. Just the day before during the Dodenherdenking ceremony by the Homomonument, former Minister Plasterk called for better social acceptance of homosexuality in the city. As a gay community, we already do a lot to keep Amsterdam safe, but is it enough? The police and the city of Amsterdam recognize that homophobic violence does exist. Politicians, the city of Amsterdam, Meldpunt Discriminatie Amsterdam, and the Amsterdam Police are all aware of the severity, extent and persistence of homophobic violence. Yet, understandably, there are still currently many feelings of anger and frustration in the gay community. In consultation with some concerned volunteers, we are organizing this meeting. Who is responsible for our safety? Are there any new and different solutions? What is needed? What can we do as a “gay community?” What should others do? Next Monday is IDAHO, International Day Against Homophobia, the perfect time to discuss this topic. You are welcome from 20.30 in the COC building at Rozenstraat 14.

And then last night @ Rozenstraat: Just perfect, now the whole building could be used, we had no twinky nerds downstairs, looking on in disgust and wondering why those frightening men were filling up the building. Great lights in the downstairs disco, good moods in the coffeeshop, better cloakroom in the cellar, and upstairs in the theater a smaller disco gave much more playground space with the return of all features what were so excellent, like the piss pool, hang beds, a dozen slings and a gallery along which all conceivable fantasies were played out! Soo good to see so many old friends too at a vibrant event that will always survive, contrary to a broke COC that must now harvest the sour grapes of not looking after their user base. To get my anger about that down a notch or two, a clip representing last night's fantastic XXXL COC-party atmosphere:
great song too : "need you boys to suck, need you boys to fuck . . . " this sure is one of my favorite fuck and dance vidclips of all time and should be watchted by all partypigs to get in the spirit of things.
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14-05-2010 pathetic :
how the thick, arrogant self assured media nitwits of DWDD fell over each other this week
to put down Rita's election tv-ad
I found it quite sweet, funny and sympathetic, contrary to the easy, cheap, slick, empty talk of focus-on-family-values CDA hypocrit Jack de Vries or below-the-belt Felix Rottenberg of the ultimate cunning regents party: typical PvaA: old-boys-network-style governors
I would not easily vote for her, but she deservers more sympathy than cold racist Wilders or the grey sex-less power abusers of the center. Although she behaved extremely stupid and "Gesetz ist gesetz" in the Hirshi Ali pasport case, she never gives up and her organisation looks purified and strengthened by mishaps of the past. And the NERVE of PvdA and CDA spindoctors: kick somebody your own size down to the ground, you school-bullies !!! To criticize Lonely Rita on her party political broadcast ! Yep, their own parties, they are renowned for their excellent political btoadcasts !!! ??? Let them 1st make half decent commercials themselves before they critisize others. If anything, this symathetic low budget effort draws much more sympathy than the slick, correct emptyness of megabudget parties. I feel I much rather belong to the ignorants who feel some sympathy for a courageous Rita than be part of the Superior-attitude self-righteous VARA-church. So, guys, stop the wise cracks and prostate yourself in awe for the vastly superior creativity of that other party you feel you can act so superior towards :

and yes, Martin, anger simetimes does make me go on in one breath, without pausing a sentence.
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13-05-2010 weekend: XXX = back where it belongs: at the COC building!
after the kick-down & lick-yourself-up nitwits of earlier COC boards, who felt qualifying for subsidies and talking after politicians in den Haag was more important than bonding with their user base, and threw the leathergroup out, some 5 years ago, because in their pathetic shallow minds our sexual liberation was counterproductive towards their plans towards homo-normality, the community center has been sold to a building society (as they went broke anyway, by paying the misguided board members ridiculous salaries, figures! Their normality was bankmanager normality; smile and steal off your customers) old tenants are now welcome again (doesn't this look awfully similar to us the people now owning the banks. Now Mr. Frank van Dale, could you please give us back canalpride, or do you still think banks do that better too? ):

sunday afternoon 12:00 till 14:00 party leaders elections debate on radio 1 and online @ politics 24.
whatever you do, do NOT vote abject, whith which I mean politically correct !
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12-05-2010 Chicago here I come :

Below, John made the animations for Logan Lynn’s music video to “Bottom Your Way to the Top,” filmed at Chicago’s Touche.
To get in the mood I also saw dutch actress Willeke van Ammelrooy and Keanu Reeves in the Lake house last week on BBC3: sweet, especially for achitects !
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11-05-2010 appeltje eitje = dutch for "piece of cake", doesn't that explain why Americans are fatter ?

as you may have seen, my weight reduction stalled last week, just when I thought I was passing the 75 kg, only 1 kg away from the target I had planned to reach before the Chicago trip, my graph made a U turn. (read my 1st weight entry on april 22 ) So time for a last-stretch effort, with renewed excercise (swim/run/cycle), another good look at the calories intake (of which alcohol reduction probably will have the best effect), and then: more sex, the weightloss activity I enjoy most, while the way I prefer it surely can be called top-sport, so it was on my bike again off to the bare-ass mondaynight at the Boss, and it payed off!
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10-05-2010 pride in the baltic states :
It may be only 350 participating, but at least the Lithuanians showed courage to go on the street in such a hostile environment: Baltic Pride, last year started off in Riga, Lettonia, It will be held in one of the 3 Baltic states each year, so next year in Tallin, Estonia.
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09-04-2010 sunday worship on a rung ladder?
added value in the HaHaHaHoHoHo this week:
nr.1:nr.2:nr.3:
the scissors new onesuede, next lifejoan crawford immortal samples
but also watch the nrs 4 and 5, two contenders of the title of the Morrissey/Smith of the decade. saw 'the Drums' last night on Jonathan Ross, together with an amazing looking Adam Lambert !
not seen it? do watch it now (in 3 parts), before the Beep takes it off Utube
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07-05-2010 Spring cleaning, with sea water :

don't ask, don't tell; yet more military gagas:

also, for those who can watch BBC4: they have a "marine month" with some great series download all 4 episodes of the BBC series, with a main role of our Dutch/English gay king William III

and the sweet guy above presents Arts of the Seas, focussing on the great naval painters, Turner not excluded, but also Henry Scott Tuke: from the free access queer art history pages at www.delftboys.com also a new sailor art page came online at the delftboys/queerart masterclass
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07-05-2010 celeb fuck :
just read the exerpt of a place like this, which recounts the encounter of Mark S. King and Rock Hudson. It very much reminded me, dedicated assbottom, of how the late Pim Fortuyn, (assasinated exactly 8 years ago yesterday) learned me the pleasure of the perfect rimming and felching job. Mark S. only had just one encounter with Rock, but because he was so talented at it, I repeated the act of having my ass worked over by Pim as often as possible, in the heydays of the Shaft.
contrary to Mark, I never did catch anything more serious from his tongue than fond memories. Pim in 'legendary' 'Shaft' eraAbsurd Reality by Jean Thomassen & dogs Kenneth Carla
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06-05-2010 chicago, here I come :
end of this month IML . . .
(Fury images from the legendary french ProjetX magazine,now kept at db/queerart )
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05-05-2010 UK elections :

foto Getty since Margaret Thatcher you guys in the country that has more friends to the east than to the west have tried to look the other way. And then the guy above, who indeed did make life a lot better for homos, had the "vision" to side with the stupidest and religious fanatic president the USA had since it broke ties with your country. That started the downfall of his party. Now there is one rare chance for the UK voters to "do the right thing": side with the Lib Dems, Clegg and the EU for a change!
Sure the EU is deeply divided and often undecided, but that is often because you guys opt to stay out of it. Nick Clegg
and now don't get annoyed, like your average American, and say we don't know shit and we Dutch should mind our own business, remember: we Dutch are your friendly and concerned neighbour, that don't get why you stick to your stale currency (we hate to change when we drive to Ireland) we've had our gay king william III ruling your country, did start economic expansion in a little place then called New Amsterdam, we then sold to you guys, on top of that we still endure weekly invasions of lagerlouts in current Amsterdam's gay party district and still we care about your ill fated economy . . .
so pleez: vote libdem and maybe the next episode of your history will once again sound like :
You may like your feudal election system, but it just keeps two ultimately corrupt parties in power. Besides that, Labour has been defending the worst strategies of Thatcher (giving the ultimate freedom to cheat and steal to the bankers, without any safeguards). We in Europe need another Euro-critical ally, but the UK, halfway out of it, just does not count, unless you decide to make the change!
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04-05-2010 WW II commemoration :
one of the better of the 2400 war memorials in NL: Ereveld Loenen monument Vallende Man
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03-05-2010 monday, sadly had to pull this gorgeous cock off my toilet's butt calendar :

I WANT YOUR LOVE exclusive sneak peek :
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02-05-2010 sunday worship :


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the Vatican itself comes up with it's heretic homosexual ceiling that has inspired centuries of papal election sessions (with music and in 3D). Is it meant as a 'sorry' to us homos?
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01-05-2010 weekend options . . .

sunday 16u the boss olie party, and then RTL5, 22u35:
my final remark
at annual Schorer research inquiry on sexual practices of Dutch homo community: translation by clicking on image
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