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the irresponsible queer culture lubricant, not water soluble// totaal onverantwoord en onveilig maar supergeil homocultuur glijmiddel
a counterweight fighting the pathetic normality that the current young homo nerd generation wants us all to fit in,if only !
fortunately there are some critical dirty old men left who feel the suit-and-tie deviants are 'spoiling it for us all' and hinder the coming out of us 'perverts'

19-07-2010 monday clip course

Was awake in bed saturdaymorning at 04 hrs, and listening to a VPRO interview of Henk Hofland. With Jan Blokker, who died the other day, also active till the end, he formed the editorial force of 2 of the most authoritive newspapers of NL; Volkskrant and NRC, for a large part of last century. The hour long interview was illustrated by 2 songs: the first
which made me think how much similarity it had with Lou Reed and the late Mink DeVille:
later on they played :
which made me think of mad world but most of Donovan :
Also was mesmerised by Hofland's remark that it was not him taking his leave from many things in this world, but the world taking it's leave from things he'd always valued, like printed paper and typewriters. Which then made me dream on of the Hurdy Gurdy Man and Mellow Yellow
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18-07-2010 oooh, a very long and heavy sunday summer worship,
phaedophilia runs in the best of circles, © Gregorius Nekschot with Al-Qaeda bringing out a glossy in English ispiring islam youth to make bombs in their mum's kitchens and repeating their fatwa against politicians and cartoon artists we must pay our respect to their never-faltering sense of humor.
I of course will continue my visual offensive against all churches
more bassss ,
more bassss ?
moooore baaasssse !
a cathartic experience in its truest sense
for some I guess...
let the baasss rattle your brain;
it'll remove that religious pain!

Stained glass windows keep the cold outside
While the hypocrites hide inside
With the lies of statues in their minds
Where the Christian religion made them blind
Where they hide
And prey to the God of a bitch spelled backwards is dog
Not for one race, one creed, one world
But for money
Effective
Absurd

Do you pray to the Holy Ghost when you suck your host
Do you read whos dead in the Irish Post
Do you give away the cash you cant afford
On bended knees and pray to lord

Fat pig priest
Sanctimonious smiles
He takes the money
You take the lies
This is religion and Jesus Christ
This is religion cheaply priced
This is bibles full of libel
This is sin in eternal hymn
This is what theyve done
This is your religion
The apostles were eleven
Now theres a sod in Heaven

This is religion
Theres a liar on the altar
The sermon never falter
This is religion
Your religion

thank you oh prophet John Lydon
At Paradiso he said: Holland what you need a worldcup for when you've got PIL ? (july 13th)
sadly I have to store above animation for at least 2 more years .
But then again, as for party organisers we surely deserve a worldcup:
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16-07-2010 weekend options, slowly, very very slowly moving from orange to pink pride :

Feike Otto van der Zee is part of the Erotica exhib at Boven's gallery Kerkstraat 276 A'dam until 8-8.
wow, Daniel taking on the neo-religious and homophobes in Poland with the help of MTV and Attitude, that just might be a working strategy, now one of the religious fanatic twins who led the country died in a plane crash and the other lost the elections to a liberal. Talk about wrath of god . . .
from French queer history site frounch
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15-07-2010 Cult heroes Rimbaud et Verlaine, left on painting :
painting by Henri Fantin-Latour not only for 19th century Paris, Bruxelles or London bohemiens, but for the likes of The Doors, Patty Smith, Bob Dylan, Dylan Thomas, Van Morrisson, us pervy faggots and me. Here are the open db/queerart links to his illustrated tastiest asshole poem in French, English, German and Dutch.
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14-07-2010 Sommer Kino
some adagio for strings mixed with an (un)healthy dose of "sehnsucht" this wednesday 21u at LG22
maybe some of you prefer the tiësto version to the Samuel Barber original. also happy Bastille Day to all filthy gorgeous French . . .
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12-07-2010 video mayhem, live from the Las Vegas retirement home of drag queens and showgirls

some more botox pride ?
repeal beaujolais, yeaahhh !!!
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11-07-2010 summer worship live from the church of the poisoned mind
Love Liam Cole, Treasure Island's UK director
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09-07-2010 weekend options again first the no longer embarrassing routine :
kept the by far most emotional football anthem Holland has ever produced for the world cup final.
who would have guessed a month ago I would be enabled to bluff all the way up to the final here with 4 Dutch crooners and a little help of 22 players and a coach . . .
and one more time, our Dutch version of 'auld lang syne', by our most treasured crooner, just to make absolutely sure and to sing along and shed a tear! Now let's keep it at that, we don't want to act like Dutch vintage cartoon hero Piggelmee,
who gave into his greedy wife and lost everything.
Half of my prediction already failed: we play Spain instead of Germany, now we need some divine intervention, Dutch balance and modesty to assure the main part of the prediction. This was voiced in my newspaper: piece-and-quite, cleanlyness, down-to-eath-attitude, unfaltering-stability will bring us the world cup, We've come away from the excesses, orgies and second-is-good-enough mentality of the baby-boomers generation. Not sure if I agree with that opinion, in fact, totally disagree; do NOT continue on this soap box, or I'll step off my nationalistic optimism!
(as if that would make a difference )
for now the only viable question remains: not if Orange will win but with how much !
and saturdaynight :
we'll surely have the HOTTEST and most outrageous birthdayparty of the decade in Delft
and on the other side of the atlantic our Daniel also pulls our all his religious stops (eh, , , butt-plugs)
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08-07-2010 optimistic
may be the weather but I feel here are 4 guys who just might be committed to step over old sores, seriously trade some polical hot potatoes and get NL moving in a direction similar to what just happened in the UK:
A liberal/conservative governement can be much more progressive than obe with those oh so tolerant old-skool socialists:
The Supreme Court on Wednesday upheld the right of gay asylum seekers not to be deported if they could show that they faced persecution in their home countries. The court ruled unanimously in favor of two men — a Cameroonian who fled his country after being attacked by an angry mob, and an Iranian who was attacked and expelled from school when his sexuality was discovered — who had lost appeals against deportation in a lower court. The lower court judges had ruled that the men could live “reasonably tolerable” lives in their home countries if they concealed their sexuality. The Supreme Court said that “to compel a homosexual person to pretend” that his sexuality does not exist amounted to denying “his fundamental right to be who he is.” The coalition Conservative-Liberal Democrat government embraced the ruling, which reversed the policy of the former Labour government.© VK colignon

As far as I'm concerned 
sculpture CDA and CU wouldn't blink about destroying
everything is better than the orange coalition in which the electoral disaster of the christians recently, gets plastered over.
The christian fanatic lying and cheating hypocrits have caused too much damage over the past years: While cheating on their primary issue of family values, they raised the age of consent, halted essential genetic research, kept us from making the process of dying more humane, prosecuted homo erotic artists and seeking destruction of their works, while, even more hypocritical, they cosigned a UN resolution condemning the taliban for destruction of culttural heritage! Indeed, the image to the right shows sculpture, CDA and CU wouldn't blink about destroying, even though in another century that will be regarded just as barbaric as the original Dutch iconoclasm of 1672.

all in all more than enough reasons to keep them out of governement for at least a century!

All in all I see more problems arising coming weeks in the oldfashioned, power-enslaved, conservative structured PvdA than with the VVD.

wouldn't it also show enormous courteousy if Rutte would swallow his ego and leave the job of Prime Minister to the very capable lady below? Wouldn't it also show enormous political courage if he would not take part in the cabinet himself but instead strengthen his position as political leader by keeping his position as leader of his party in parliament?

And there never was a law that said the prime minster seat should fall to the biggest party, so why not just give it to the most eloquent lady in the coalition for a change? Femke Halsema, Groen Links party leader
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07-07-2010 movie classic by Kenneth Anger :
“Completed at the tender age of 17, in the year 1947, Fireworks – an audacious pre-Stonewall exploration of homosexuality, violence, and American youth – was the breakthrough film for avant-garde film legend Kenneth Anger … As Anger also commented about the film, ‘This flick is all I have to say about being 17, the United States Navy, American Christmas, and the Fourth of July.’”
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05-07-2010 video mayhem
this week the youtube flash player seems to have come up with new security settings
so all may not work as usual ; looking for embed fixes that work for all systems/browsers
my daringly clairvoyant entry about the Dutch winning of Brazil, combined with a vocal football anthem proved to work, so I must repeat it for the half final agains Uruguay:
you can probably guess I keep the by far most emotional football anthem NL has ever produced for the finale against our German neighbours.
on a more positive note: I did as announced visit the Parade in Den Haag: sweet memories of this theater paradise venuethe toilets are redesigned this year!hottie at the DE coffee bar and tremensdously enjoyed the queer performance at the Parade venue I worked myself some 2 seasons ago: Casa Mundo
it made me realise that not much has changed since we did the 1st gay theater project in NL in 1975: we're still the self-obsessed, ignorant, bitchy, self-suppressing, perverted, dirty lot we always remained too tight-assed about to admit it. Not that that ever stopped us from growing into our adult selves, even though many of todays even tighter queeny asses, known to produce nothing but hot gasses instead of clean/clear thought, still don't seem to get past their self-suppressing nerdy stage. Why don't they ever eccept that the great big hetero man, that love-of-their-live, is their mommie-induced fundamental mistake? In the end they will still fall for every guy they can have heavenly sex with, but who will not love 'm in return.
above homo theater anno 1980 coc theaterzaal A'dam (yep, me with the henna hair)
do we still need homo theater nowadays? the PhonyPony guys are asked in an accompanying magazine article. Yes, they answer: have you ever posed such a question at Ilse de Lange; has anybody ever asked her why her new CD is about love . . . again ?
I, homo theatermaker of the 1st generation, repeat and confirm:
we self-denying fairies just never learn, have no historic prspective, have forgotton the Christians here in NL also hung us before 1800 and their minister of justice still wants to destroy homo-erotic art today. They've completely forgotton what our struggle in the sixties and seventies was about and every new generation thinks they have to re-invent the wheel.
below 1st gay project I did sound, set- and light design for in 1975
and across the atlantic:
always thought this is what you call poppycock: meanwhile another Dutch Wolfgang Amadeus entered the stage . . .
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04-07-2010 sunny summer sunday afternoon worship
Lazing on a sunny afternoon, reblogged from BIE
Release date: 3 Jun, 1966, mono mix, recorded 13 May, 1966 at Pye Studios No.2, London
or covered by one of the best bands of today: the Stereophonics.
take a ride in my car car, take a ride in my car car
engine goes Brrr Brrr, engine goes Brrr Brr
I'm gonna let you blow the horn, I'm gonna let you blow the horn
just made me wonder: was Woody Guthry ever prosecuted for inciting to child abuse ? tell me, what's it gonna be boy, yes or no?
let me sleep on it, baby baby let me sleep on it
let me sleep on it, I'll give you an answer in the mornin'
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01-07-2010 weekend options
sorry, another sport event finds its way on this page, this time the start of the world largest cycling race today in the only real city of NL (sorry A'dam):

quoted and translated the Cindy Pieterse column on NL radio 1:
Dear listeners of radio Tour de France. I find it sad for Rotterdam, but I still have to make the switch from football. Today it starts with a individual time race, so they cycle one at a time, a gorgeous sight for the Rotterdammers along the route, but I don't know, I can't help but find it a bit boring this time around; I miss the man to man battles, and hate it when only one can win instead of eleven.
I know I'm not the only one: have not heard anybody sofar saying "hey, where are you going to watch the etappe saturday?" Also have not spotted beer bellied men with a shirt of Gesink or tempers in bars rising to boiling point because men disagree about the attack stategies of the RaboBank team. If it were not a saturday, I'm sure most of the Dutch would also stay at work. It's sad for the cyclists themselves too: when they come steaming and hissing around the tight corner of the Stieltjesstraat, and they hear the sound of cheering from the corner café, not because of them, but because Germany scored against Argentina.

And what is saddest of all: they are obliged to keep their helmets on! Doesn't matter that sparrows fall from the roof and seagulls tumble from the Euromast, they must safeguard their bonking brains in hideous life saving devices. They are already forced to wear those hideous aerodynamic shirts and pants. I get a heat stroke if I even think about the concept in this week's temperatures.

So here's my suggestion: we should allow our gentlemen ro race in the nude. No clue if it stimulates a comfortable ride, but it most certainly will distract from the football W.C. In the days of the classic Olympics they had such a rule to make sure that no women were secretly participating. No, they don't have to go fully undressed; to help sweat drainage I wouldn't mind them wearing white socks and shoes. And to replace the information stitched on their shirts, I suggest the waterproof felt pens, already familiar from triathlons. sponsor name on their backs and their number spread across both asscheeks. Also good to try this out at the start of this tour: we're not particularly interested in the welts, bruises, bandaids or swellings (eh?), that inevitably show up after a week spent on those narrow saddles. Also have thought about the naked winners ceremony : no problem, the lucky guy can receive the kisses and wave the tulips all he wants, when he has an orange towel sporting our countries proud erect lion around his waist.

I hear you ladies ask, is all this necessairy, Cindy?
Yes it is ! Or I will never be able to make the switch from football.
Forgive me.
Must be the heat: Ohlala lalalalalala !!!
tomorrow I'll be in the true capital city of NL and seat of our governement, Den Haag (sorry A'dam)
to see a gay theater show at the parade @ westbroekpark then monday is Kylieday @ out-tv nl : At the official release day of her album 'Aphrodite', OUTTV will be almost non-stop Kylie from 17h00 till 22h30. At 20:14 they show the 'Kylie X2008' concert; from cheerleader to deckhand to geisha, amazing dancers, lights, sets and outfits Kylie does 'Spinning Around', 'Wow', 'Can't Get You Out of My Head' and any others. Before that at 19h49 it's 'Kylie: Evolution of a Pop Princess', documenting here outrageous carreer.
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01-07-2010 sport mayhem spoiler alert
let's get the embarrassing stuff cleared as we pass the quarterfinal against Brazil with ease:
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29-06-2010 Movies :
When we homos already are over-saturated by tasty but too tightly pulled-together hetero-asses on tv we're not likely to go see a movie at dwh that falsely suggests that homo emancipation may start on a soccerfield. While dutch tv offers us sooooo many queer and female friendly alternatives:
Remarkable how many gay themed detectives get broadcast during this football season.
I'm not complaining.
Already mentioned on 16-6 the very dramatic episode of inspector Linley. Last monday inpectors Dalziel (miraculously spelled as D.L.) and Pescoe made their contribition: The old grump tries his no nonsense approach at getting to the bottom of a gay suicide case at a terribly nerdy self assured UK public school. The sensitive chello playing boy proves to be hiding many more amazing secrets from the past of some of his teachers but also about the grumpy inspector himself ! So do see this episode called 'Walls of Silence' if you get the chance. Very educational about how (not) to treat the lost backseat generation. If we leave them to it, without binding their grubby hands to their virgin backsides, this self discriminating prudes generation will single handedly destroy all the queer culture the preceeding generations have with much stugggle and perseverance built up.

I might ad this about French gay movie legend Jacques Demy
Amazing, that after 20 years we learn from the autobiography of his wife, Agnes Varda that this extraordinary film director died of aids in 1990!
Also good to find an article that pulls threads together from that fateful period in France when the epidemic struck. Reminded me of another impressive film I'd almost forgotten, Les nuits fauves:
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Invoking God
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It's the ultimate retreat
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Only a signal shown;
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Only a look and a voice;
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extacy
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